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&¨¨¨¨&¨¨&& when i was in eight grade i decided i ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨& was dead. my spirit had left my body, &¨¨¨¨&&&&¨
&¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨ never to return. ¨¨&&¨¨&&¨¨
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&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i remember sitting in my parents car on &&&&&&&&&&
¨¨&&&&&&&¨ a cloudy, watery day, getting a ride ¨&&&&&&&&&
¨¨¨&&&&&¨¨ somewhere. it felt like i had solved ¨¨&&&&&&&¨
&&¨¨&&&¨¨¨ some great puzzle. i've solved no ¨¨¨&&&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨&& puzzles since then. &&¨¨&&&¨¨¨
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&&&¨¨&&&¨¨ instead, i've been mindlessly piloting ¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨&
&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ this body around. i still give it life, &¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨¨&&¨¨¨&& somehow. like a golem, and i try not to ¨¨&&¨¨&¨¨¨
&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨& care too much, but i do. it's a ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&
&¨¨&&¨¨¨¨¨ contaminated golem, this one. purity &&&&&&&¨¨&
¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&& clouded by my echo. afterglow of my &&&&&&¨¨¨¨
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