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%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ barn. we lived just outside town, a ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ grove at the end of a dirt road, and ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ the barn was placed so you could just ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ make out the surrounding fields through ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
##@%*/«:¨¨ the trees. ¨¨:«/*%@##
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##@%*/«:¨¨ my car was black and loud, both the ¨¨:«/*%@##
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ engine and the way the parts didn't ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ really stick together. i took my ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ eternal dark that seemed to surround ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ us. she seemed to cast this veil over ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ everything. her black skirt reached to ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ her knees but then somehow also back ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ around, enveloping all my memories of ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ our time together. ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
##@%*/«:¨¨ ¨¨:«/*%@##
###@%*/«:¨ there was blood everywhere. sometimes ¨:«/*%@###
##@%*/«:¨¨ the blood was her red lipstick or her ¨¨:«/*%@##
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ checkered shirt. she was on television. ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ we did crime, and we made weird ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ structures in the barn, tall pillars of ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ and fairy lights. we would sleep there ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ and drink there and she would go in the ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ television. ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
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#@%*/«:¨¨¨ and then the sun came out, and she went ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
##@%*/«:¨¨ away. everything changed... i yearned, ¨¨:«/*%@##
###@%*/«:¨ and the world became dull around me. ¨:«/*%@###
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#@%*/«:¨¨¨ i stopped doing crime, except when ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ necessarry. things somehow seemed like ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ they were allright, moulded in place, ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ and i loathed it ------ i missed her ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ so much. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/
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###@%*/«:¨ i searched for her, but nobody had any ¨:«/*%@###
##@%*/«:¨¨ memories of her. not so much of me ¨¨:«/*%@##
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ either, from the time we were together. ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ my mother said i kept to myself in the ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ barn, or in the car. ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
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/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ sometimes i could still see her ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ flashing by on the tv in the barn. ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ everything was black then, for a ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ we had done crimes together, that it ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
##@%*/«:¨¨ had been real... ¨¨:«/*%@##
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*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ i died by getting shot in the head ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ while ramming the fence to a military ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/
*/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨ facility. by this time they had been ¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/*
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ chasing me for days. i lost control ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ over the car, crashed it into a rock ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ wall and flew out the windshield. ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
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###@%*/«:¨ and then i got up, and looked around. ¨:«/*%@###
##@%*/«:¨¨ it was dark, where it previously had ¨¨:«/*%@##
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ been a bright day. around me where ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ some on fire. ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
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/«:¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ the ground was sticky, red. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨:«/
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%*/«:¨¨¨¨¨ and then i realized that i knew this ¨¨¨¨¨:«/*%
@%*/«:¨¨¨¨ darkness. i knew the way the sky ¨¨¨¨:«/*%@
#@%*/«:¨¨¨ touched the ground. this was her doing! ¨¨¨:«/*%@#
##@%*/«:¨¨ she was here! ¨¨:«/*%@##
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