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@,,@,@,@,@ i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ trusted car, and sometimes my mothers @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, barn. we lived just outside town, a @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ grove at the end of a dirt road, and @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, the barn was placed so you could just @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ make out the surrounding fields through @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, the trees. @,@,@,@@,,
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@,@@,@,@,, my car was black and loud, both the @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ engine and the way the parts didn't @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, really stick together. i took my @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, eternal dark that seemed to surround @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ us. she seemed to cast this veil over @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, everything. her black skirt reached to @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ her knees but then somehow also back @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, around, enveloping all my memories of @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ our time together. @,@,@,,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@ there was blood everywhere. sometimes @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, the blood was her red lipstick or her @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ checkered shirt. she was on television. @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, we did crime, and we made weird @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ structures in the barn, tall pillars of @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ and fairy lights. we would sleep there @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, and drink there and she would go in the @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ television. @,@,@,,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@ and then the sun came out, and she went @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, away. everything changed... i yearned, @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ and the world became dull around me. @,@,@,,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@ i stopped doing crime, except when @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, necessarry. things somehow seemed like @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ they were allright, moulded in place, @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, and i loathed it ------ i missed her @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ so much. @,@,@,,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@ i searched for her, but nobody had any @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, memories of her. not so much of me @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ either, from the time we were together. @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, my mother said i kept to myself in the @,@,@,@@,,
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@,,@,@,@,@ sometimes i could still see her @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, flashing by on the tv in the barn. @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ everything was black then, for a @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, moment. i remembered her laugh and knew @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ we had done crimes together, that it @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, had been real... @,@,@,@@,,
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@,@@,@,@,, i died by getting shot in the head @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ while ramming the fence to a military @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, facility. by this time they had been @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ chasing me for days. i lost control @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, over the car, crashed it into a rock @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ wall and flew out the windshield. @,@,@,,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@ and then i got up, and looked around. @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, it was dark, where it previously had @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ been a bright day. around me where @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, dozens of crashed cars, all my car, @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ some on fire. @,@,@,,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@ the ground was sticky, red. @,@,@,,@,@
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@,,@,@,@,@ and then i realized that i knew this @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, darkness. i knew the way the sky @,@,@,@@,,
@,,@,@,@,@ touched the ground. this was her doing! @,@,@,,@,@
@,@@,@,@,, she was here! @,@,@,@@,,
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