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,&,&,&,&,& SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I &,&,&,&&,&
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,&,&,&,&,& CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. &,&,&,&&,&
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,&,&,&,&,& ALMOST MOCKING. &,&,&,,&,&
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,&,&,&,&,& ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING &,&,&,&&,&
,&,&,&,&,& RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE &,&,&,,&,&
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,&,&,&,&,& OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER &,&,&,,&,&
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,&,&,&,&,& THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, &,&,&,,&,&
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,&,&,&,&,& I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS &,&,&,,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& WHEN DREAMING? &,&,&,&&,&
,&,&,&,&,& I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S &,&,&,,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT &,&,&,&&,&
,&,&,&,&,& WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... &,&,&,,&,&
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