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¨.»†*$&### now, usually i  feel good  (maybe?), but ###&$*†».¨
¨.»†*$&### this time  of confusion  also  leads  to ###&$*†».¨
¨¨¨¨.»†**& all analyzes  ending in  "useless"  -  i &**†».¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨..»**&& was  being  bothered by  something in  a &&**»..¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨»*&## song or  movie or book, so i  think, how ##&*»¨¨¨¨¨
¨.»†*$&### would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the ###&$*†».¨
¨.»*$&#### purpose of  this  process, what does  it ####&$*».¨
¨.»†*$&### consist of...?  and through the  process ###&$*†».¨
¨.»†*$&### more  and  more pieces  falls off  until ###&$*†».¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨»*&     i'm standing there with nothing.     &*»¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
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¨.»†*$&### reductionist hell -                      ###&$*†».¨
¨.»†*$#### i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        ####$*†».¨
¨¨¨¨¨.†*$# bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    #$*†.¨¨¨¨¨
¨.»†*$#### abstract they are, the things, until     ####$*†».¨
¨.»†*$&### they cease to be things at all           ###&$*†».¨
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¨.»†*$&### are we just stacked triangles? there is  ###&$*†».¨
¨¨¨..»*&## nothing i can do with triangles. they    ##&*»..¨¨¨
¨.»†*$#### can not shelter me in any meaningful     ####$*†».¨
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¨¨¨¨¨»†$&& and when i can't even anchor myself,     &&$†»¨¨¨¨¨
¨.»†*$&### when i am nothing but the question, it   ###&$*†».¨
¨.»†*$&&## feels like it can all slip through my    ##&&$*†».¨
¨.»†*$&### fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ###&$*†».¨
¨¨¨.»»**&# was after that.                          #&**»».¨¨¨
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