jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)
third report
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¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ i felt the all too familiar ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& constriction of everything, the ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ vividness of sound and colors, and the ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& narrowed attention span. ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
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¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& here it comes, i thought. ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
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¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& some birds tweeted and the sound ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ reverberated in my head, seemingly ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& "behind" all other sound, like when you ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ daydream and see what you imagine ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& clearer than what you look at. ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
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¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& as i walked toward my bike i noticed ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ that there was a strange humming sound ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& going on, a dark, metallic, drone-like ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ monotone thing coming from seemingly ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& all directions, acting as a backdrop ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ for all other sound. ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
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¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ as i rode toward my house i understood ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& that this hum was in the other "sound ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ space" as well. ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
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¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ (i recorded myself singing in tune with ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨& the sound, so i could find it on the ¨&¨&&¨¨&¨&
¨&¨&¨&¨&¨¨ piano later. it was a g sharp). ¨&¨¨&¨&&¨&
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&¨&&¨¨&¨&¨ things lost all sense of proportion; &¨¨&¨&&&&&
¨&&¨&¨&&&& when i looked at them they would fill ¨&¨&&&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨&&&&¨¨¨ my entire vision, and without anything &&&&¨¨&¨¨¨
¨&&&¨¨¨&¨¨ changing visually they would oscillate ¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨
¨&¨¨&¨¨&&¨ between being percieved as very small ¨¨¨¨&&&¨&¨
¨&&¨&&¨&¨& or enourmously big. ¨¨¨¨&¨¨&&&
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&¨&&¨&&¨¨¨ in the middle of the day in a forest &¨¨¨&¨&&&¨
&&&¨&&¨&¨¨ with nobody around, i got struck by ¨&¨¨&&&¨¨&
¨¨¨&&¨&&&¨ fear and climbed a great height. my &&&¨&¨¨&¨&
&¨¨&¨&&¨¨& inner organs were tugged by a second ¨¨¨&&&¨&&&
¨&¨&&&¨&¨& gravity. this made me feel very ill, ¨¨¨&¨¨&&¨¨
¨&&&¨¨&&&& but it lessened if i complied and &¨¨&&¨&¨&¨
¨&¨¨&¨&¨¨¨ lunged my body in the felt direction. ¨&¨&¨&&&&&
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&¨¨&&¨¨¨&¨ this is when i found a dark orb ¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
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