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¨¨§¨¨§§§¨§ INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ¨§¨§¨¨¨§§¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§ I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ¨§¨§§§¨§§¨
§§§¨§§¨¨§§ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD §§§¨¨§§¨§§
¨¨§§¨§¨§¨§ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨§§§§§§§ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨§§§§§¨§¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. §¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ §¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§
¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §¨¨§§¨§§§§
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS -WRONG-. §¨§¨§§¨¨¨§
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§§ §§§§¨§¨¨§¨
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§¨§¨¨§¨§¨§ THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED ¨§§¨§¨§¨§§
§§§¨§§§§§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING §¨§§§§§§¨¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨§¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
¨§¨§¨¨¨§§§ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ¨§¨¨¨¨§§§§
§§§§¨¨§¨¨¨ GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE §§¨¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨ LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ¨§¨¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨§§§¨§¨¨§ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND §§¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§§§¨§§ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨§§§§§§¨§¨
§§¨§¨¨§§¨¨ §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨§§§¨§¨§¨§ THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING §¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§
§¨¨§§§§§§§ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §¨¨¨§§¨§¨§
§¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A §¨¨§¨§§§§¨
§§§¨¨¨¨¨§§ RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S §¨§§§¨¨¨§§
¨¨§¨¨¨¨§¨§ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. §§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨§§¨¨¨§§§¨ ¨§¨§§¨§§¨¨
§¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨ -- §§§¨§§¨§¨¨
§§§¨§§¨§§§ ¨¨§§¨§§§¨§
¨¨§§¨§§¨¨§ MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ¨§¨§§¨¨§§¨
¨§¨§§¨§¨§§ ALMOST MOCKING. §§§¨§¨§¨§¨
§§§¨§§§§¨¨ ¨¨§§§§§§§¨
¨¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨ I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§§
¨§¨§¨¨§§¨§ ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING §§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
§§§§¨§¨§§§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE ¨§¨¨¨¨§§§§
¨¨¨§§§§¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING §§¨¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨§¨¨§§¨¨¨¨
¨§§¨¨§§§¨¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER §§¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨§¨¨§¨¨ THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, ¨§§§§§¨¨¨¨
§§§§§¨§§¨¨ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§
¨¨¨¨§§¨§¨§ THE FIRST PLACE. §¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§¨§§§§§ §¨¨§¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨ MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. §¨§§§§§¨§¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§ I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. §§¨¨¨¨§§§¨
§§¨§§¨¨¨§¨ ¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨§§¨§¨¨§§§ BUT I'M TIRED. §§¨¨§§¨§§§
§¨§§§¨§¨¨§ ¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§
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¨¨§¨¨§§§¨§ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ¨§¨§¨¨¨§§¨
¨§§¨§¨¨§§§ I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS §§§§¨¨§¨§¨
§¨§§§¨§¨¨¨ WHEN DREAMING? ¨¨¨§¨§§§§¨
§§¨¨§§§¨¨§ I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S ¨¨§§§¨¨¨§§
¨§¨§¨¨§¨§§ WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ¨§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
§§§§¨§§§¨¨ WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... §§¨§§¨§§¨¨
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