all i  want is eternal bliss?   all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.     all  i  want  is  to  be 
 strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes 
  i'm  on  an  astral  plane, slowly 
 sinking  into the earth's  embrace  
 the  snakes like  waves  over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain    eyelids closing  all i 
 want is  to  be strapped to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me 
  i want to  be healed  by an  angel 
 or                a                demon