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....=^*$¤@ all i want  is eternal bliss?  ===== all @¤$*^=....
.....=^*$¤ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ¤$*^=.....
......=^*$ sleep.  =====  all  i  want   is  to  be $*^=......
.......=^* strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and *^=.......
........=^ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ^=........
.......=^* =====  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes *^=.......
......=^*$ =====  i'm on  an  astral plane,  slowly $*^=......
.....=^*$¤ sinking into  the  earth's embrace ===== ¤$*^=.....
....=^*$¤@ the snakes  like  waves  over  me  ===== @¤$*^=....
...=^*$¤@@ muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in @@¤$*^=...
..=^*$¤@@# rain =====  eyelids closing ===== all  i #@@¤$*^=..
...=^*$¤@@ want is to be  strapped to a chair,  and @@¤$*^=...
....=^*$¤@ have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me @¤$*^=....
.....=^*$¤ =====  i  want  to be healed by an angel ¤$*^=.....
......=^*$ or                a                demon $*^=......
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