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§.§.§.§.§§                    EH                    .§.§..§.§.
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§.§.§.§.§§ I   WAS    THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ THEM, THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST,  AND .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ ... AND  I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§             SEASONS THIS WAY.            .§.§.§§.§.
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§.§.§.§..§    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ INCREASED OR  AT LEAST  THE BURN-INS  IN .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO   IT .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§             THESE THINGS UP.             .§.§.§§.§.
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§.§.§.§..§ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ WHAT A LOAD  OF  CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ CONSISTS OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE .§.§.§§.§.
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§.§.§.§..§ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ NOW AND  THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§ AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME .§.§..§.§.
§.§.§.§..§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I THINK  IT HAS TO DO .§.§.§§.§.
§.§.§.§.§§        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         .§.§..§.§.
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