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&.&..&..&. i was thinking to stop doing .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. hallucinogens in the winter because i .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. do not know how useful they have been .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. anyway? i get so tense when i take .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. them, the last few times at least, and .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. there are plenty of side effects that i .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. really do not like, and there will be .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. associations with these mini-anxiety .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. attacks with random things that i .&.&.&.&.&
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&.&..&..&. long time i could not see a certain .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. kind of leaf without getting anxious .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. ... and i should avoid to ruin all the .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. seasons this way. .&.&.&.&..
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&.&.&&.&&. hmm, recently my visual phenomena .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. increased or at least the burn-ins in .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. the eyes, and sometimes stuff is .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. breathing now, they did not do it .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. before. but maybe i just drank too much .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. coffee. maybe i'm scared and making all .&.&.&.&.&
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&.&.&&.&&. it comes to me sometimes that shit, .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. what a load of concepts this "reality" .&.&.&.&.&
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&.&.&&.&&. if i do not sleep for about twenty .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. hours, it will no longer be dark when i .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. close my eyes, not actually cev's .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. though, rather just fields and motion. .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. now and then i hear this sound (a real .&.&.&.&..
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&.&.&&.&&. "knerp" from twentyfive c nbome or so. .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. and it is always unpleasant, i become .&.&.&.&.&
&.&.&&.&&. so stressful, but i think it has to do .&.&.&.&..
&.&..&..&. with the novelty. i hope. .&.&.&.&.&
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