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,.-/%%%%$# I WAS THINKING TO STOP DOING #$%%%%/-.,
,.-/%$&### HALLUCINOGENS IN THE WINTER BECAUSE I ###&$%/-.,
,,,,,,,-%& DO NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN &%-,,,,,,,
,.-/%$&### ANYWAY? I GET SO TENSE WHEN I TAKE ###&$%/-.,
,.-////$&& THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND &&$////-.,
,.-/%&#### THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ####&%/-.,
,.-/%$&### REALLY DO NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL BE ###&$%/-.,
,,,,.//$## ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY ##$//.,,,,
,,,,,-%&&# ATTACKS WITH RANDOM THINGS THAT I #&&%-,,,,,
,.-/%$&### HAPPEN TO SEE... FOR EXAMPLE, FOR A ###&$%/-.,
,.-/%$&### LONG TIME I COULD NOT SEE A CERTAIN ###&$%/-.,
,.-/%$&### KIND OF LEAF WITHOUT GETTING ANXIOUS ###&$%/-.,
,.-/%$&### ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ###&$%/-.,
,,,..--%$& SEASONS THIS WAY. &$%--..,,,
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,,,./%$&## - ##&$%/.,,,
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,,,,,,./$& HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA &$/.,,,,,,
,.-/%$$&## INCREASED OR AT LEAST THE BURN-INS IN ##&$$%/-.,
,.-/$&#### THE EYES, AND SOMETIMES STUFF IS ####&$/-.,
,.-/%$&### BREATHING NOW, THEY DID NOT DO IT ###&$%/-.,
,.-/%$&### BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ###&$%/-.,
,,,,,.-%$# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL #$%-.,,,,,
,.-/%$&### THESE THINGS UP. ###&$%/-.,
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,.-/%$&### IT COMES TO ME SOMETIMES THAT SHIT, ###&$%/-.,
,.-/%$&&&# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" #&&&$%/-.,
,,..-%%$$# CONSISTS OF, AND HOW VAGUE THEY ARE #$$%%-..,,
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,.-/%$&### IF I DO NOT SLEEP FOR ABOUT TWENTY ###&$%/-.,
,.-/%$&### HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ###&$%/-.,
,,,,-%%%&# CLOSE MY EYES, NOT ACTUALLY CEV'S #&%%%-,,,,
,,,,-%%$$# THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS AND MOTION. #$$%%-,,,,
,.-/%$&### NOW AND THEN I HEAR THIS SOUND (A REAL ###&$%/-.,
,,,.../$&# SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME #&$/...,,,
,,,,.-%&&# "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO. #&&%-.,,,,
,...-%$$## AND IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I BECOME ##$$%-...,
,,,.///$$& SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT HAS TO DO &$$///.,,,
,.-/%$&### WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE. ###&$%/-.,
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