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,,,,,,~:%£ I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING £%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE I %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,~ ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST,  AND :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%£ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE,  AND THERE WILL  BE £%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,~:%£§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §£%:~,,,,,
,,,,~:%£§£ ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I £§£%:~,,,,
,,,~:%£§£# HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A #£§£%:~,,,
,,~:%£§£## LONG  TIME I  COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ##£§£%:~,,
,,,~:%£§£# KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS #£§£%:~,,,
,,,,~:%£§£ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID  TO RUIN ALL  THE £§£%:~,,,,
,,,,,~:%£§            SEASONS THIS WAY.             §£%:~,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,~     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ~,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,~: INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN :~,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%£ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT £%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,~:%£§ BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH §£%:~,,,,,
,,,,~:%£§£ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL £§£%:~,,,,
,,,~:%£§£#             THESE THINGS UP.             #£§£%:~,,,
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,,,,,~:%£§ IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §£%:~,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%£ WHAT A  LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS "REALITY" £%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,,,~:% CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE %:~,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,~:% IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT TWENTY %:~,,,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%£ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I £%:~,,,,,,
,,,,,~:%£§ CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S §£%:~,,,,,
,,,,~:%£§£ THOUGH, RATHER JUST FIELDS  AND  MOTION. £§£%:~,,,,
,,,~:%£§£# NOW AND THEN I  HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL #£§£%:~,,,
,,~:%£§£##     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ##£§£%:~,,
,,,~:%£§£#  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  #£§£%:~,,,
,,,,~:%£§£ AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME £§£%:~,,,,
,,,,,~:%£§ SO STRESSFUL,  BUT I THINK IT HAS  TO DO §£%:~,,,,,
,,,,,,~:%£         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        £%:~,,,,,,
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