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,@,,@,@,@,                                          @,@,@@@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,,@@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                    EH                    @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                    =                     @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, I   WAS    THINKING    TO   STOP   DOING @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, DO  NOT KNOW HOW USEFUL  THEY HAVE  BEEN @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, THEM,  THE LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, REALLY DO NOT  LIKE, AND THERE  WILL  BE @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, LONG TIME I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, ...  AND I SHOULD  AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                    =                     @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, THE  EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY   DID  NOT  DO  IT @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,             THESE THINGS UP.             @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                     =                    @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS  "REALITY" @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                    =                     @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, NOW AND  THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@, AND  IT  IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I BECOME @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS  TO DO @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@,                                          @,@,@,@,@,