all i  want is eternal  bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is   to  be 
 strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter   snakes,  ground  snakes 
   i'm  on an  astral  plane, slowly 
 sinking into the earth's  embrace   
 the  snakes  like  waves  over  me  
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain   eyelids closing  all  i 
 want is  to be  strapped to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me 
   i  want to be healed  by an angel 
 or                a                demon