¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨                                          §¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ something's  inside  of  me  and i  know ¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨ this  because  of  how   nice  it  feels §¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ ======================================== §§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨ there are brown spots on my hands.  they ¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§ appearing again. this  is almost erotic. ¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§
§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨ there  is a spy in my eyes, installed to §¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§ identify these  spots and to give me  an §§¨¨¨¨§¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨     appropriate reaction (positive).     ¨§§¨¨¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ when i gather all  my willpower, and set ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨ it  ablaze   all   at  once,   the  most ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨§¨¨ resistance i can muster is indifference. §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨§¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨                                          ¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨¨¨§¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§