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¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§                 ¨$§###§$¨                §§§¨§¨§§¨§
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¨§§§¨§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§§¨§¨§         internal visionary state         ¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨§
§§§¨§¨§§§§                                          §¨¨§¨§¨§§§
¨¨¨§§§§¨¨¨            the spirit travels            ¨§¨§§§§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨                                          ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
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§§¨§§§§§§§                                          §¨¨§§¨§¨§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                  a cost                  §§¨§¨§§§§¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨                (anecdote)                ¨¨§§§§¨¨¨§
§¨§§§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨                    ~~                    ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§
§§¨§¨¨§§¨¨                                          §¨§¨§¨§¨§§
¨¨§§§¨§¨§¨ i  wake  suddenly,  and   for  a  second §§§§§§§§§¨
¨¨§¨¨§§§§§ everything  is completely calm and  dead ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨§§¨§¨¨¨¨ silent.  it's  dark,  and  warm,  and  i ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§¨§§§¨¨¨ slowly  start   to   piece  together  my ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§§¨§§¨¨§¨¨        consciousness and my body.        §¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§§¨§¨§§¨                                          §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
§¨§¨§§§§¨§ then   the  fear  hits  me  and  i  feel §¨§¨¨¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§§¨¨¨§§   acutely sick. something is «wrong«.    ¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨§
§§¨¨¨§¨¨§¨                                          ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨§
¨¨§¨¨§§¨§§                    ¨¨                    §§§¨§§¨¨¨§
§¨§§¨§¨§§¨                                          §¨¨§§¨§¨¨§
¨§§¨§§§§¨§ there  are circles and crosses inscribed §§¨§¨§§§¨§
§§¨§§¨¨¨§§ all  over my vision, pressing  in, being ¨¨§§§§¨¨§§
¨¨§§¨§¨¨§¨ almost hostile. i can  feel them squirm, §¨§¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§¨§§§¨§§    their internal logic changing and     §§§§¨¨§§§§
§¨§§§¨¨§§¨ grinding trenches in  my mind. it's like §¨¨¨§¨§¨¨¨
§§§¨¨§¨§¨§ language, sentences i  can't hide  from, §§¨¨§§§§¨¨
§¨¨§¨§§§§§ forcefully transcribed in  my mind,  and §¨§¨§¨¨¨§¨
§§¨§§§¨¨¨¨            doing damage there.           §§§§§§¨¨§§
¨¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨¨§¨§¨§§¨¨ then i realize  i  can't  hear  anything ¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§§
§¨§§§§§¨§¨      because there's something there     ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§§§¨¨¨¨§§§    already, droning everything out, a    §¨¨¨¨¨§§¨¨
§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ rapid  melody,  almost caustic  in  it's §§¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§§¨         particular microtonality.        ¨¨§¨¨¨§§§§
¨¨§§¨§¨§¨§                                          §¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨¨§¨§§§§§§                    ~~                    ¨§§¨§¨§§¨¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨§¨§§§§¨§¨
¨¨§¨¨§¨¨¨¨ my  surroundings are entirely calm. it's ¨§§§¨¨¨§§§
§¨§§¨§§¨¨¨              almost mocking.             §§¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
§§§¨§§¨§¨¨                                          §¨§¨§§¨§§¨
§¨¨§§¨§§§¨ i feel  helpless,  but  i  must  try  to §§§§§¨§§¨§
¨§¨§¨§§¨¨§ escape. to  crawl on the floor searching §¨¨¨¨§§¨§§
§§§§§§¨§¨§ relief, such is  my nature.  turning the §§¨¨¨§¨§§¨
§¨¨¨¨¨§§§§    lights on does nothing... getting     §¨§¨¨§§§¨§
¨§¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨  outside does nothing... drinking water  ¨§§§¨§¨¨§§
§§§¨¨¨§§¨¨ does  noting...  but time  does -  after ¨§¨¨§§§¨§¨
§¨¨§¨¨§¨§¨     thirty seconds i'm normal again,     §§§¨§¨¨§§§
¨§¨§§¨§§§§ doubting anything of  this  happened  in §¨¨§§§¨§¨¨
¨§§§¨§§¨¨¨             the first place.             §§¨§¨¨§§§¨
¨§¨¨§§¨§¨¨                                          §¨§§§¨§¨¨§
§§§¨§¨§§§¨ my eyes are still tense  though, scared. §§§¨¨§§§¨§
¨¨¨§§§§¨¨§ i    don't    know    what    to   make. §¨¨§¨§¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨¨¨§¨§                                          ¨§¨§§§§¨§¨
§§¨§§¨¨§§§              but i'm tired.              §§§§¨¨¨§§§
¨¨§§¨§¨§¨¨                                          §¨¨¨§¨¨§¨¨
¨¨§¨§§§§§¨                    ¨                     ¨§¨¨§§¨§§¨
¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨§                 ~~«^«~~                  §§§¨§¨§§¨§
§¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§                     ¨                    ¨¨¨§§§§¨§§
¨§§§¨§§¨¨§                                          ¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§¨
¨§¨¨§§¨§¨§ this  can happen if you wander  too far, ¨¨¨§§¨¨§¨§
§§§¨§¨§§§§ i  guess?  i  shouldn't be  so  reckless §¨¨§¨§¨§§§
¨¨¨§§§§¨¨¨              when dreaming?              ¨§¨§§§§§¨¨
¨¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨ i  imagine  a prick  on the nose, that's ¨§§§¨¨¨¨§¨
¨¨¨§§¨¨§§¨ what these are. like  you do  with a cat ¨§¨¨§¨¨¨§§
§¨¨§¨§¨§¨§ who comes  to  close to your sandwich... §§§¨§§¨¨§¨
§§¨§§§§§§§                                          §¨¨§§¨§¨§§
¨¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨                                          §§¨§¨§§§§¨
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§§§¨¨¨§
§¨§§§§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨§¨¨§
¨§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§§¨¨§§¨§
§§¨§¨¨§§¨¨                                          §¨§¨§¨§¨§§