växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?