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..@....@.. all i  want is eternal bliss?  ~~~~~ all .....@@@..
...@....@. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .....@.@@.
....@....@ sleep.  ~~~~~  all  i  want   is  to  be .......@@@
@....@.... strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and @......@.@
@@....@... injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .@.......@
.@@....@.. ~~~~~   gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes ..@......@
.@@@....@. ~~~~~  i'm on  an  astral plane,  slowly ...@......
.@.@@....@ sinking into  the earth's embrace  ~~~~~ @...@.....
...@@@.... the  snakes  like waves  over  me  ~~~~~ .@...@....
...@.@@... muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ..@...@...
.....@@@.. rain ~~~~~  eyelids closing ~~~~~ all  i @..@...@..
.....@.@@. want is to  be strapped to a chair,  and .@..@...@.
.......@@@ have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me ..@..@...@
@......@.@ ~~~~~  i want to  be  healed by an angel @..@..@...
.@.......@ or                a                demon @@..@..@..
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