all i want  is  eternal bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.    all  i  want  is   to  be 
 strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
   gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes 
   i'm  on an  astral plane,  slowly 
 sinking into  the earth's  embrace  
 the  snakes  like  waves  over  me  
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain   eyelids closing   all i 
 want  is to be  strapped to a chair, and 
 have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me 
   i want to be  healed by  an angel 
 or                a                demon