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@,@@,@@@@, all  i want is eternal bliss?  ===== all ,@@,,,,,@@
,@@,@@,,,@ i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then @@,@,,,,@,
,@,@@,@,,@ sleep.  =====  all  i  want  is   to  be @,@@@,,,@@
@@@@,@@@,@ strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and ,@@,,@,,@,
@,,,@@,,@@ injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. @@,@,@@,@@
,@,,@,@,@, =====  gutter   snakes,  ground   snakes ,,@@@@,@@,
,@@,@@@@@@ =====  i'm on  an  astral  plane, slowly ,,@,,,@@,@
@@,@@,,,,, sinking into  the earth's  embrace ===== ,,@@,,@,@@
,,@@,@,,,, the  snakes like  waves  over  me  ===== @,@,@,@@@,
,,@,@@@,,, muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in @@@@@@@,,@
@,@@@,,@,, rain ===== eyelids closing  ===== all  i ,,,,,,,@,@
,@@,,@,@@, want is to be strapped  to a  chair, and ,,,,,,,@@@
@@,@,@@@,@ have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me ,,,,,,,@,,
@,@@@@,,@@ =====  i want to be  healed by an  angel @,,,,,,@@,
@@@,,,@,@, or                a                demon @@,,,,,@,@
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