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.....#.... all i want is  eternal bliss?  ~~~~~ all .#.......#
#.....#... i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ..#.......
.#.....#.. sleep.  ~~~~~   all  i  want  is  to  be ...#......
..#.....#. strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and ....#.....
...#.....# injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .....#....
....#..... ~~~~~  gutter  snakes,   ground   snakes ......#...
.....#.... ~~~~~  i'm  on an  astral plane,  slowly #......#..
......#... sinking  into  the earth's embrace ~~~~~ ##......#.
.......#.. the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ~~~~~ .##......#
#.......#. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .###......
.#.......# rain ~~~~~ eyelids closing  ~~~~~ all  i .#.##.....
..#....... want is to  be  strapped to a chair, and ...###....
...#...... have wolf blood forcibly pumped into  me ...#.##...
....#..... ~~~~~ i want to be  healed  by  an angel .....###..
.....#.... or                a                demon #....#.##.
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