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.......... INTERNAL VISIONARY STATE ..........
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~,........ THE SPIRIT TRAVELS ........,~
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§§§:~,.... I WAKE SUDDENLY, AND FOR A SECOND ....,~:§§§
§§:~,..... EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD .....,~:§§
§:~,...... SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ......,~:§
:~,....... SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY .......,~:
~,........ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ........,~
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.......... THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL ..........
.......... ACUTELY SICK. SOMETHING IS ~WRONG~. ..........
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:~,....... THERE ARE CIRCLES AND CROSSES INSCRIBED .......,~:
§:~,...... ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ......,~:§
§§:~,..... ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, .....,~:§§
§§§:~,.... THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND ....,~:§§§
#§§§:~,... GRINDING TRENCHES IN MY MIND. IT'S LIKE ...,~:§§§#
@#§§§:~,.. LANGUAGE, SENTENCES I CAN'T HIDE FROM, ..,~:§§§#@
#@#§§§:~,. FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND .,~:§§§#@#
@#§§§:~,.. DOING DAMAGE THERE. ..,~:§§§#@
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§§§:~,.... THEN I REALIZE I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ....,~:§§§
§§:~,..... BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE .....,~:§§
§:~,...... ALREADY, DRONING EVERYTHING OUT, A ......,~:§
:~,....... RAPID MELODY, ALMOST CAUSTIC IN IT'S .......,~:
~,........ PARTICULAR MICROTONALITY. ........,~
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.......... MY SURROUNDINGS ARE ENTIRELY CALM. IT'S ..........
,......... ALMOST MOCKING. .........,
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:~,....... I FEEL HELPLESS, BUT I MUST TRY TO .......,~:
§:~,...... ESCAPE. TO CRAWL ON THE FLOOR SEARCHING ......,~:§
§§:~,..... RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE .....,~:§§
§§§:~,.... LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ....,~:§§§
#§§§:~,... OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ...,~:§§§#
@#§§§:~,.. DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ..,~:§§§#@
#@#§§§:~,. THIRTY SECONDS I'M NORMAL AGAIN, .,~:§§§#@#
@#§§§:~,.. DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN ..,~:§§§#@
#§§§:~,... THE FIRST PLACE. ...,~:§§§#
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§§:~,..... MY EYES ARE STILL TENSE THOUGH, SCARED. .....,~:§§
§:~,...... I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO MAKE. ......,~:§
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~,........ BUT I'M TIRED. ........,~
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~,........ THIS CAN HAPPEN IF YOU WANDER TOO FAR, ........,~
:~,....... I GUESS? I SHOULDN'T BE SO RECKLESS .......,~:
§:~,...... WHEN DREAMING? ......,~:§
§§:~,..... I IMAGINE A PRICK ON THE NOSE, THAT'S .....,~:§§
§§§:~,.... WHAT THESE ARE. LIKE YOU DO WITH A CAT ....,~:§§§
#§§§:~,... WHO COMES TO CLOSE TO YOUR SANDWICH... ...,~:§§§#
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