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§¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨ EVERYTHING IS COMPLETELY CALM AND DEAD ¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨§§
§§¨¨¨§§§¨¨ SILENT. IT'S DARK, AND WARM, AND I ¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨
§§§¨¨§¨§§¨ SLOWLY START TO PIECE TOGETHER MY ¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨§§¨¨¨§§§ CONSCIOUSNESS AND MY BODY. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
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¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ THEN THE FEAR HITS ME AND I FEEL §§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§
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¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨§¨ ALL OVER MY VISION, PRESSING IN, BEING ¨¨¨¨¨§§§¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨¨ ALMOST HOSTILE. I CAN FEEL THEM SQUIRM, §¨¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨ THEIR INTERNAL LOGIC CHANGING AND §§¨¨¨¨¨§§§
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¨§§¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ FORCEFULLY TRANSCRIBED IN MY MIND, AND ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨¨ DOING DAMAGE THERE. ¨¨¨§§§¨¨¨¨
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¨¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨ BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING THERE §§§¨¨§¨§§¨
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¨¨§§§¨¨§¨§ RELIEF, SUCH IS MY NATURE. TURNING THE §§¨¨¨§¨§§¨
¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨§ LIGHTS ON DOES NOTHING... GETTING ¨§§¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨¨¨§§§¨¨§ OUTSIDE DOES NOTHING... DRINKING WATER ¨§§§¨¨¨§¨§
§§¨¨§¨§§¨¨ DOES NOTING... BUT TIME DOES - AFTER ¨§¨§§¨¨¨¨§
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¨§§§¨¨§¨§§ DOUBTING ANYTHING OF THIS HAPPENED IN §¨¨§¨§§¨¨¨
¨§¨§§¨¨¨§§ THE FIRST PLACE. §§¨¨¨§§§¨¨
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