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.¨.,~/=%£@ underneath, sniffing at the ground. it @£%=/~,.¨.
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.¨..-»;$&@ water, stone rings and floating moss. @&$;»-..¨.
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,¨¨.»**£@# to get up, still looking at the #@£**».¨¨,
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,..»:*$@#@ my pockets. @#@$*:»..,
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,¨^»^%@&£# the house, not yet really in the #£&@%^»^¨,
,.,~«/§@@# backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my #@@§/«~,.,
,,,.:-†$@¤ radio (now dented) but also a small ¤@$†-:.,,,
,,,..~»\^$ clay figure i've never seen before. it $^\»~..,,,
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,,-»=$*@@# other belongings. #@@*$=»-,,
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,,.:~:*¤¤£ on her stomach, feet in the air, £¤¤*:~:.,,
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¨,¨.,-~:=% freshly made, not yet completely dried. %=:~-,.¨,¨
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,¨¨,~/†$## my mom is here now. i ask her for some ##$†/~,¨¨,
..:~\§£##@ particle board for it to dry on, but @##£§\~:..
¨-=;**¤£@# she is worried and wants me to #@£¤**;=-¨
¨.-~†^%£## throw it away. ##£%^†~-.¨
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