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&&&,&&,&,,                 (icarus)                 &&,,,,,&,&
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,&,&&,,&,, i  had   this  idea   that   you   could &&,,,&,,&,
&&&,&,&&,&  construct reality checks (as for lucid  ,&,,&&,&&,
,,&&&&,&&, dreaming,  where you'd learn  this habit &&,&,&&,&&
,&,,,&&,&& of  trying to  sneakily break  the rules ,&&&&,&&,&
&&,,&,&&,, of  causality   or   physics,  such   as &,,,&&,&&&
,&,&&&,&,& flipping a  light  switch to  see if  it &,,&,&&,,,
&&&,,&&&&& actually  turns   off  the  lights,   or &,&&&,&,,,
,,&,&,,,,, trying   to  get  your  hands  to  phase &&,,&&&,,&
,&&&&,,,,& together. the  thought being that if any ,&,&,,&,&&
&,,,&,,,&, of  the "checks" actually  worked, you'd &&&&,&&&,&
&,,&&,,&&& know  you  were  dreaming)  for   datura ,,,&&,,&&,
&,&,&,&,,,                 plants.                  ,,&,&,&,&&
&&&&&&&,,,                                          ,&&&&&&&,,
,,,,,,&,,, i thought,  you  could get in the  habit &,,,,,,&,&
,,,,,&&,,& of throwing things on  the ground,  like &,,,,,&&&&
,,,,&,&,&,    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    &,,,,&,,,&
,,,&&&&&&& because  everyone who does datura smokes &,,,&&,,&&
,,&,,,,,,, cigarettes. (they  in  fact aren't,  and &,,&,&,&,&
,&&,,,,,,, so  sooner  or   later   the  cigarettes &,&&&&&&&&
&,&,,,,,,, disappear, and  they search the  ground, &&,,,,,,,&
&&&,,,,,,, but  nothing's  there.) throwing pens on ,&,,,,,,&,
,,&,,,,,,& the ground  and  picking  them  back up. &&,,,,,&&&
,&&,,,,,&, and be really concerned if they  weren't ,&,,,,&,,&
&,&,,,,&&&               to be there.               &&,,,&&,&&
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,,&,,&&,,& this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants &&,&&&,&,&
,&&,&,&,&, work.    but   i    had   the   thought. ,&&,,&&&&&
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