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,&,&&,&&,&                 (icarus)                 ,&,,,&,&,&
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,&,&&,&&,& i  had   this   idea  that   you   could ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,&  construct reality checks (as for lucid  ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& dreaming, where  you'd learn this  habit ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,& of trying to  sneakily break  the  rules ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& of   causality   or  physics,   such  as ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,& flipping a  light  switch to  see  if it ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& actually  turns   off  the  lights,   or ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,& trying  to  get  your  hands   to  phase ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& together. the thought being that  if any ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,& of  the  "checks" actually worked, you'd ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& know  you  were   dreaming)  for  datura ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,&                  plants.                 ,&,&,&,&,&
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,&,,&,,&,& i thought,  you could  get in  the habit ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& of  throwing  things on the ground, like ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,&    pens. meant to portray cigarettes,    ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& because everyone who  does datura smokes ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,& cigarettes.  (they in fact  aren't,  and ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& so   sooner  or  later   the  cigarettes ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,& disappear, and  they  search the ground, ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& but nothing's  there.)  throwing pens on ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,& the  ground  and  picking them back  up. ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& and be really  concerned if they weren't ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,,&,,&,&               to be there.               ,&,&,&,&,&
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,&,,&,,&,& this  is  probably  not  how  deliriants ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&&,&&,& work.   but   i    had   the    thought. ,&,&,&,&,&
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