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,@@,,@@@,@ there was this place that for two years ,,@@@,@,@@
@@,@,@,,@@ i couldn't go to. regardless how much @,@,,@@@@,
@,@@@@@,@, discussed with others, or pointed out ,@@@,@,,,@
,@@,,,,@@@ on maps, i could not think of it when ,@,,@@@,,@
@@,@,,,@,, alone. i would often travel past the @@@,@,,@,@
,,@@@,,@@, fork, where a right turn would surely ,,,@@@,@@@
@,@,,@,@,@ take me there, but even then, something ,,,@,,@@,,
@@@@,@@@@@ kept me away. ,,,@@,@,@,
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,@,,@,@,,, when i finally got there, after some @,,@@@,,,,
,@@,@@@@,, heavy subconscious battle i must @@,@,,@,,,
,@,@@,,,@, assume, the place was surreal. an @,@@@,@@,,
,@@@,@,,@@ esker, like a needle-thin rift out in ,@@,,@@,@,
,@,,@@@,@, the lake, but ten meters high and ,@,@,@,@@@
@@@,@,,@@@ adorned in birch, willow, bracken, and ,@@@@@@@,,
@,,@@@,@,, blueberries. @@,,,,,,@,
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,,@@@,@,,@ walking atop that spine, i came to ,,@@,,,,@,
,,@,,@@@,@ notice the view to either side. there @,@,@,,,@@
@,@@,@,,@@ should be shores, of course, but i @@@@@@,,@,
@@@,@@@,@, didn't recognize them. first off, they ,,,,,,@,@@
,,,@@,,@@@ were much too close, as the lake should @,,,,,@@@,
,,,@,@,@,, stretch for a hundred meters more on @@,,,,@,,@
@,,@@@@@@, both sides. but now i felt i could ,,@,,,@@,@
,@,@,,,,,@ almost reach out and touch them. and @,@@,,@,@@
@@@@@,,,,@ then, when i realized which shores they @@@,@,@@@,
@,,,,@,,,@ were, i had to stop. ,,,@@@@,,@
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@@@,,@,@,@ they were of the right lake. but this @@,@@,,@@@
,,,@,@@@@@ lake is large, fractured, and ,,@@,@,@,,
,,,@@@,,,, bipartite. like a pair of lungs carved ,,@,@@@@@,
,,,@,,@,,, into the granite, and with no less than @,@@@,,,,@
@,,@@,@@,, five communities anchored at various @@@,,@,,,@
,@,@,@@,@, points. and so, studying these @,,@,@@,,@
@@@@@@,@@@ impossibly close shores, i slowly @@,@@@,@,@
,,,,,,@@,, understood them as belonging many miles @,@@,,@@@@
@,,,,,@,@, away. @@@,@,@,,,
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@,@,,,@,,, i examined the ridge, the treeline ,,,@,,,,@,
@@@@,,@@,, above. was this what you saw opposite, @,,@@,,,@@
,,,,@,@,@, from those other shores? i couldn't @@,@,@,,@,
,,,,@@@@@@ remember. @,@@@@@,@@
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@@,,@@,,,, carrying forward, on the very tip of @@,@,,,@,@
,,@,@,@,,, the esker, i found the ruins of some ,,@@@,,@@@
@,@@@@@@,, old building. there were overgrown @,@,,@,@,,
@@@,,,,,@, marble staircases, stone floors beneath @@@@,@@@@,
@,,@,,,,@@ the moss, and strange slabs inserted ,,,,@@,,,@
,@,@@,,,@, into the slope like dams against the @,,,@,@,,@
@@@@,@,,@@ ground itself. ,@,,@@@@,@
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@,,,@,,@@@ sitting there, i could see across the ,,,@@@,,@,
@@,,@@,@,, narrowed lake my entire path to where i ,,,@,,@,@@
,,@,@,@@@, sat: from the stairwell of my house, ,,,@@,@@@,
,,@@@@@,,@ through the old woods behind the tile @,,@,@@,,@
@,@,,,,@,@ factory, the bridge over route @@,@@@,@,@
,@@@,,,@@@ twenty three and then back under it, @,@@,,@@@@
@@,,@,,@,, through the fancy villas, over the ,@@,@,@,,,
@,@,@@,@@, fields, and then that right turn at the ,@,@@@@@,,
@@@@@,@@,@ fork. ,@@@,,,,@,
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,@,,,@,@@, and then the stairs up on the ridge. ,,@,@@,,@,
,@@,,@@@,@ thinking back, this was probably it. ,,@@@,@,@@
@@,@,@,,@@ hidden in a grove, there were stairs @,@,,@@@@,
@,@@@@@,@, much like the ones i currently sat on, ,@@@,@,,,@
,@@,,,,@@@ old and worn down, that lead you up ,@,,@@@,,@
@@,@,,,@,, onto the esker. the point of entry. had @@@,@,,@,@
,,@@@,,@@, i insted opted to walk the path at its ,,,@@@,@@@
@,@,,@,@,@ foot, i'm sure my experience would've ,,,@,,@@,,
@@@@,@@@@@ been different indeed. ,,,@@,@,@,
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,@,@@,,,@, on the lake, there were people in @,@@@,@@,,
,@@@,@,,@@ boats. i wondered, could they even see ,@@,,@@,@,
,@,,@@@,@, me? if i shouted, would they turn to ,@,@,@,@@@
@@@,@,,@@@ stare right through me? ,@@@@@@@,,
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