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.&.&..&.&. THERE WAS THIS PLACE THAT FOR TWO YEARS &&.&&.&.&&
&&&&&.&&&& I COULDN'T GO TO. REGARDLESS HOW MUCH &.&&.&&&&.
&....&&... DISCUSSED WITH OTHERS, OR POINTED OUT &&&.&&...&
.&...&.&.. ON MAPS, I COULD NOT THINK OF IT WHEN &..&&.&..&
&&&..&&&&. ALONE. I WOULD OFTEN TRAVEL PAST THE &&.&.&&&.&
...&.&...& FORK, WHERE A RIGHT TURN WOULD SURELY ..&&&&..&&
&..&&&&..& TAKE ME THERE, BUT EVEN THEN, SOMETHING &.&...&.&.
&&.&...&.& KEPT ME AWAY. .&&&..&&&&
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..&..&.&.. WHEN I FINALLY GOT THERE, AFTER SOME &&&.&&&&..
..&&.&&&&. HEAVY SUBCONSCIOUS BATTLE I MUST ...&&...&.
..&.&&...& ASSUME, THE PLACE WAS SURREAL. AN &..&.&..&&
&.&&&.&..& ESKER, LIKE A NEEDLE-THIN RIFT OUT IN .&.&&&&.&.
&&&..&&&.& THE LAKE, BUT TEN METERS HIGH AND &&&&...&&&
...&.&..&& ADORNED IN BIRCH, WILLOW, BRACKEN, AND ....&..&..
...&&&&.&. BLUEBERRIES. &...&&.&&.
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&..&&..&.. WALKING ATOP THAT SPINE, I CAME TO ..&.&&&.&&
.&.&.&.&&. NOTICE THE VIEW TO EITHER SIDE. THERE &.&&&..&&.
.&&&&&&&.& SHOULD BE SHORES, OF COURSE, BUT I &&&..&.&.&
&&......&& DIDN'T RECOGNIZE THEM. FIRST OFF, THEY &..&.&&&&&
..&.....&. WERE MUCH TOO CLOSE, AS THE LAKE SHOULD &&.&&&....
..&&....&& STRETCH FOR A HUNDRED METERS MORE ON &.&&..&...
..&.&...&. BOTH SIDES. BUT NOW I FELT I COULD .&&.&.&&..
..&&&&..&& ALMOST REACH OUT AND TOUCH THEM. AND &&.&&&&.&.
..&...&.&. THEN, WHEN I REALIZED WHICH SHORES THEY &.&&...&&&
&.&&..&&&& WERE, I HAD TO STOP. .&&.&..&..
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&..&&&&&.. THEY WERE OF THE RIGHT LAKE. BUT THIS &.&&..&&.&
.&.&....&. LAKE IS LARGE, FRACTURED, AND .&&.&.&.&&
&&&&&...&& BIPARTITE. LIKE A PAIR OF LUNGS CARVED .&.&&&&&&.
&....&..&. INTO THE GRANITE, AND WITH NO LESS THAN .&&&.....&
.&...&&.&& FIVE COMMUNITIES ANCHORED AT VARIOUS &&..&....&
&&&..&.&&. POINTS. AND SO, STUDYING THESE ..&.&&...&
...&.&&&.& IMPOSSIBLY CLOSE SHORES, I SLOWLY &.&&&.&..&
&..&&&..&& UNDERSTOOD THEM AS BELONGING MANY MILES &&&..&&&.&
.&.&..&.&. AWAY. &..&.&..&&
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&....&&... I EXAMINED THE RIDGE, THE TREELINE &&&&...&&&
.&...&.&.. ABOVE. WAS THIS WHAT YOU SAW OPPOSITE, &...&..&..
.&&..&&&&. FROM THOSE OTHER SHORES? I COULDN'T &&..&&.&&.
.&.&.&...& REMEMBER. &.&.&.&&.&
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.......&.& CARRYING FORWARD, ON THE VERY TIP OF .......&&.
.......&&& THE ESKER, I FOUND THE RUINS OF SOME .......&.&
&......&.. OLD BUILDING. THERE WERE OVERGROWN &......&&&
.&.....&&. MARBLE STAIRCASES, STONE FLOORS BENEATH &&.....&..
.&&....&.& THE MOSS, AND STRANGE SLABS INSERTED &.&....&&.
.&.&...&&& INTO THE SLOPE LIKE DAMS AGAINST THE &&&&...&.&
&&&&&..&.. GROUND ITSELF. ....&..&&&
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.....&&&.& SITTING THERE, I COULD SEE ACROSS THE &&..&.&&&.
.....&..&& NARROWED LAKE MY ENTIRE PATH TO WHERE I &.&.&&&..&
&....&&.&. SAT: FROM THE STAIRWELL OF MY HOUSE, &&&&&..&.&
.&...&.&&& THROUGH THE OLD WOODS BEHIND THE TILE .....&.&&&
&&&..&&&.. FACTORY, THE BRIDGE OVER ROUTE &....&&&..
&..&.&..&. TWENTY THREE AND THEN BACK UNDER IT, &&...&..&.
&&.&&&&.&& THROUGH THE FANCY VILLAS, OVER THE &.&..&&.&&
..&&...&&. FIELDS, AND THEN THAT RIGHT TURN AT THE &&&&.&.&&.
..&.&..&.& FORK. &...&&&&.&
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.&&...&&.. AND THEN THE STAIRS UP ON THE RIDGE. .&&.&&..&.
.&.&..&.&. THINKING BACK, THIS WAS PROBABLY IT. &&.&&.&.&&
&&&&&.&&&& HIDDEN IN A GROVE, THERE WERE STAIRS &.&&.&&&&.
&....&&... MUCH LIKE THE ONES I CURRENTLY SAT ON, &&&.&&...&
.&...&.&.. OLD AND WORN DOWN, THAT LEAD YOU UP &..&&.&..&
&&&..&&&&. ONTO THE ESKER. THE POINT OF ENTRY. HAD &&.&.&&&.&
...&.&...& I INSTED OPTED TO WALK THE PATH AT ITS ..&&&&..&&
&..&&&&..& FOOT, I'M SURE MY EXPERIENCE WOULD'VE &.&...&.&.
&&.&...&.& BEEN DIFFERENT INDEED. .&&&..&&&&
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..&.&&...& ON THE LAKE, THERE WERE PEOPLE IN &..&.&..&&
&.&&&.&..& BOATS. I WONDERED, COULD THEY EVEN SEE .&.&&&&.&.
&&&..&&&.& ME? IF I SHOUTED, WOULD THEY TURN TO &&&&...&&&
...&.&..&& STARE RIGHT THROUGH ME? ....&..&..
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