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,@,,@,@,@@                  STRESS                  ,@,,@,@,@,
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@@,@@,@,,@ THIS  BODY IS STRESSED  AND I DON'T KNOW ,@,@@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@@ WHY! IT SEEMS TOO SLOW  FOR MY  TASTE? I ,@,,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,,@ TRY TO  NUMB  ITS WILL BUT IT  ONLY GETS ,@,@@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@@ MORE  FRIGHTENED BY  ITS OWN  EXISTENCE. ,@,,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,,@ AT  THIS  POINT A LOT OF  MY SUBCONCIOUS ,@,@@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@@             IS JUST SCREAMS.             ,@,,@,@,@,
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,@,,@,@,@@ I PLAY WITH THE THOUGH OF  SEDATING  IT, ,@,,@,@,@,
@@,@@,@,,@ BUT  DECIDE  THAT   IT   WILL   PROBABLY ,@,@@,@,@,
,@,,@,@,@@                BACKFIRE.                 ,@,,@,@,@,
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,@,,@,@,@@ %%    THERE   IS   NO    WAY   OUT    %% ,@,,@,@,@,
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