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¤¤¨¨¨¨¤¨¨¨ WAYS ~ TO ~ REACH ¨¨¤¤¤¤¤¨¤¤
¨¤¨¨¨¤¤¨¨¨ ALTERNATIVE ~ STATES ¨¤¨¨¨¨¤¤¨¨
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¤¨¤¤¨¨¨¤¨¨ @@ NOT EATING ¨¨¨¨ ¤¨¤¤¤¨¤¨¨¨
¤¤¨¤¨¨¤¤¨¤ ¤¤¨¨¤¤¤¨¨¤
¨¤¤¤¨¤¨¤¤¤ IF IM NOT EATING FOR A LONG TIME (LIKE ¨¤¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨
¤¨¨¤¤¤¤¨¨¨ A DAY) I GET LIGHT HEADED AND DUMB, BUT ¤¤¤¤¨¤¤¤¤¨
¤¨¤¨¨¨¤¨¨¤ IN A SPEEDY GLITCHY WAY ¨¨¨¤¤¨¨¨¤¤
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¨¨¤¨¤¨¤¤¨¤ @@ NOT SLEEPING ¨¨¨¨ ¨¤¤¤¤¨¤¤¨¤
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¤¨¨¨¨¤¤¨¨¨ IF I DONT GET ANY SLEEP I BECOME VERY ¤¨¨¤¨¤¤¨¨¤
¤¨¨¨¤¨¤¨¨¨ VERY SLOW AND SAD ¤¨¤¤¤¨¤¨¤¨
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¤¨¤¨¨¨¤¨¨¨ @@ WAKING UP EARLY IN THE MORNING ¨¨¨¨ ¨¤¨¤¨¨¨¨¨¨
¤¤¤¨¨¤¤¨¨¤ ¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¨¨¤
¨¨¤¨¤¨¤¨¤¨ THIS MAKES ME VERY DREAMY IN THAT I ¨¨¨¤¨¨¨¨¤¨
¨¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¤¨ DAYDREAM VIVIDLY AND ERRATICALLY, ALSO ¨¨¤¤¨¨¨¤¤¨
¤¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¤¤ I FEEL GENERALLY KIND OF OKAY :) ¨¤¨¤¨¨¤¨¤¨
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¤¨¨¨¨¨¤¤¨¤ @@ GETTING RID OF PAIN ¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¤¤¨¨¨¨¨
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¤¨¨¨¤¤¤¨¨¨ IF I AM IN PAIN AND THEN SUDDENLY NOT, ¨¤¤¤¤¨¨¨¤¨
¤¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¨¨ I FEEL VERY SOOTHED AND SLEEPY IN A ¤¨¨¨¤¨¨¤¤¤
¤¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¨¤ NON-INTRUSIVE WAY. ¤¨¨¤¤¨¤¨¨¨
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¨¤¤¨¤¤¤¤¤¤ @@ WORKING OUT ¨¨¨¨ ¤¤¤¤¨¨¤¨¤¨
¤¨¤¤¨¨¨¨¨¤ ¨¨¨¤¨¤¤¤¤¨
¤¤¨¤¨¨¨¨¤¤ MAKES ME SILENT AND DREAMY AND.. ¨¨¤¤¤¨¨¨¤¤
¨¤¤¤¨¨¨¤¨¤ GRATEFUL? SLOWS MY BREATHING AND BRINGS ¨¤¨¨¤¨¨¤¨¨
¤¨¨¤¨¨¤¤¤¨ A SMILE. ¤¤¨¤¤¨¤¤¨¨
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