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¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
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¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨§¨§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨§¨§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨§¨§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ crying for a while. ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
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¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨ the neural interface; some saturation ¨§¨§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨ imperfect and often induces ¨§¨§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨ hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨§¨§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
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¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨ fetched that something like that can ¨§¨§§¨§¨§§
¨§¨¨§¨§¨§¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨§¨¨§¨§¨¨§
¨§¨§§¨§¨§¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨§¨§§¨§¨§§
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