¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨¨ &¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨¨ &&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨&¨ ¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨& ¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ ¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨&¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨& machine. ¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing &¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨&
&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨&
¨&&&¨¨¨¨¨¨ crying for a while. ¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨ i theorize some kind of resonance in &¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨ the neural interface; some saturation &&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&&&¨¨ signal being tripped? the connection is ¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨&¨&&¨ imperfect and often induces ¨&&&¨¨¨¨&¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨&&& single-sense hallucinations. acute but ¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨&
&¨¨¨¨¨¨&¨& hollow hunger. sand grains under my ¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨
¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨¨& fingertips. strange tastes and scents. &¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨
¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨& &&¨¨¨&&&¨¨
¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨¨ and i mean, maybe it isn't to far &&&¨¨&¨&&¨
¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨¨ fetched that something like that can &¨&&¨¨¨&&&
&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨¨ cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. ¨¨&&&¨¨&¨&
&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨¨ finger spasms. opened tear ducts. ¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨&
¨&&¨¨¨¨&¨¨ &¨¨¨&&&¨¨&
¨&&&¨¨¨¨&¨ &&¨¨&¨&&¨¨
¨&¨&&¨¨¨¨& ¨&&¨¨¨&&&¨
¨¨¨&&&¨¨¨¨ ¨&&&¨¨&¨&&
&¨¨&¨&&¨¨¨ ¨&¨&&¨¨¨&&