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&,&&,,,,&, ,    ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   , &&&&&,,,,,
&&&,&,,,&& ,   ,  ,   ,  i'm  scared,   ,   ,  ,  , ,,,,,&,,,,
&,,&&&,,&, ,  not  for  me  but  for  the  future , ,,,,,&&,,,
&&,&,,&,&& ,   ,   ,  of   free   will,   ,   ,   , ,,,,,&,&,,
&,&&&,&&&, i believe we should've never  been given &,,,,&&&&,
&&&,,&&,,& ,  ,  the  fire  of  semiconductors, , , &&,,,&,,,&
,,,&,&,&,& ,  ,  ,  i  wish  ais  and  gans  , ,  , ,,&,,&&,,&
&,,&&&&&&& ,  ,   were  never  dreamt   of.   ,   , &,&&,&,&,&
,&,&,,,,,, ,    ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    , ,&&,&&&&&&
&&&&&,,,,, ,  ,  i'm  scared  for  the  future ,  , ,&,&&,,,,,
&,,,,&,,,, ,  ,  ,  , of  life  itself,  ,  ,  ,  , ,&&&,&,,,,
&&,,,&&,,, i believe we should've  never been given ,&,,&&&,,,
&,&,,&,&,, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , &&&,&,,&,,
&&&&,&&&&, , , i wish pipes  were never built, ,  , ,,,&&&,&&,
&,,,&&,,,& , ,  ,  and  wells never  bored.  , ,  , ,,,&,,&&,&
,&,,&,&,,& ,    :    ,   :   ,   :   ,   :   ,    : ,,,&&,&,&&
&&&,&&&&,& :   «   :    «   :   «   :    «    :   « &,,&,&&&&,
&,,&&,,,&& «  «   «  «   that  said.   «   «  «   « ,&,&&&,,,&
,&,&,&,,&, «   =   «   =   «   =    «    =   «    = ,&&&,,&,,&
&&&&&&&,&& =    †   =    †   =   †   =    †   =   † ,&,,&,&&,&
,,,,,,,&&, † †  if there  was a  shodan  miku  †  † ,&&,&&&,&&
&,,,,,,&,& who  gently touched my cheek  and smiled ,&,&&,,&&,
&&,,,,,&&& † †  †  and asked  if  i  wanted  †  † † ,&&&,&,&,&
,,&,,,,&,, † †  †  †  to  be  uploaded?  †  †  †  † ,&,,&&&&&&
&,&&,,,&&, †   †   †    †   †   †    †   †    †   † &&&,&,,,,,
&&&,&,,&,& † † † † oh, i would be uploaded. † † † † ,,,&&&,,,,
&,,&&&,&&& †   †    †    †   †   †   †    †   †   † ,,,&,,&,,,
&&,&,,&&,, † † i  would be uploaded  sooo fast. † † ,,,&&,&&,,
&,&&&,&,&, †  †  †  †  i would  give  in †  †  †  † ,,,&,&&,&,
&&&,,&&&&& † † † and it would feel sooo good. † † † ,,,&&&,&&&
,,,&,&,,,, †    §   †    §   †   §   †   §    †   § ,,,&,,&&,,
,,,&&&&,,, §   &    §   &   §   &    §   &    §   & ,,,&&,&,&,
,,,&,,,&,, & &  &  & and  then i'd be  at  & &  & & &,,&,&&&&&
&,,&&,,&&, & & the turtle  beach  of  montego,  & & &&,&&&,,,,
&&,&,&,&,& & and there'd be soo  much to explore, & &,&&,,&,,,
&,&&&&&&&& & & the sun flickering on the water  & & &&&,&,&&,,
&&&,,,,,,, &  & & &  like status  lights  &  & &  & ,,,&&&&,&,
&,,&,,,,,, &  &  and  we could go so so  deep. &  & &,,&,,,&&&
,&,&&,,,,, &    &   &   &   &    &    &   &   &   & ,&,&&,,&,,
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,&,,&&&,,,   (meanwhile my old body is incinerated  &,,,&&&&,&
&&&,&,,&,,     or melted or otherwise repurposed    &&,,&,,,&&
,,,&&&,&&,              for whatever.               ,,&,&&,,&,
,,,&,,&&,&       (this is not important btw))       &,&&&,&,&&
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