växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
              doesn't matter?