växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?