växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?