växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?