växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?