växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?