växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment  smells of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?