växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?