växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?