växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?