växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?