växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right  now there's 
 a   blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it feel  like  it 
             doesn't matter?