växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?