växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if  i  really want to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?