växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?