växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
             doesn't matter?