växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?