växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to, can  i  make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?