växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?