växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?