växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?