växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and  the perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  - can i  make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?