växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid?  if  i really want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?