växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?