växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how  i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?