växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i  make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?