växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a lot. right  now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can  i make 
 it  feel like  there  is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?