jwh zero eighteen (cannabinoid drug)     
 third report                             
  
                                          
                                          
                                          
 i    felt    the    all   too   familiar 
      constriction of everything, the     
 vividness of  sound and colors,  and the 
         narrowed attention span.         
                                          
 here    it     comes,     i     thought. 
                                          
 some  birds   tweeted  and   the   sound 
    reverberated in my head, seemingly    
 "behind" all other sound, like when  you 
 daydream   and  see  what   you  imagine 
 clearer   than   what   you   look   at. 
                                          
 as  i walked  toward my  bike  i noticed 
 that  there  was a strange humming sound 
 going on,  a  dark, metallic, drone-like 
   monotone thing coming from seemingly   
 all  directions, acting  as  a  backdrop 
           for all other sound.           
                                          
 as  i rode toward  my house i understood 
 that  this hum was  in the other  "sound 
              space" as well.             
                                          
 (i recorded myself singing in  tune with 
 the sound,  so i  could  find it  on the 
 piano  later.   it   was   a  g  sharp). 
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
                                          
 things  lost  all  sense  of proportion; 
 when i looked at  them  they  would fill 
 my entire vision,  and without  anything 
  changing visually they would oscillate  
 between  being  percieved  as very small 
            or enourmously big.           
                                          
 in the middle  of  the day  in a  forest 
 with  nobody  around,  i got  struck  by 
 fear  and  climbed  a  great  height. my 
 inner organs  were  tugged by  a  second 
 gravity.  this  made me  feel  very ill, 
 but   it  lessened  if  i  complied  and 
 lunged my  body in  the  felt direction. 
                                          
 this   is   when  i  found  a   dark orb