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,&,&,&,&,, ,    ,   ,   ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   ,   , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& ,   ,  ,   ,  i'm  scared,  ,  ,   ,   , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, ,  not  for me  but  for  the  future  , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& ,   ,   ,   of   free  will,   ,   ,   , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, i  believe we should've never been given ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& ,  , the  fire  of semiconductors,  ,  , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, ,  ,  ,  i  wish ais  and  gans  ,  ,  , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& ,   ,  were  never  dreamt   of.   ,   , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, ,    ,   ,   ,   ,    ,    ,   ,   ,   , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& ,  ,  i'm  scared  for the  future  ,  , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, ,  ,  , ,  of  life  itself,  ,  ,  ,  , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& i believe we should've never been  given ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, , , , the fuels of the deep earth, , , , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& , , i wish pipes were never  built, ,  , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, , ,  , and  wells  never bored.  ,  ,  , ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& ,    -   ,   -    ,    -   ,   -   ,   - ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, -    «   -   «   -    «   -    «   -   « ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& «   «  «   «  that   said.  «  «   «   « ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, «   =    «   =   «    =   «   =    «   = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& =   =    =   =    =   =   =   =   =    = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, =  =  if  there  was  a  shodan miku = = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& who gently touched my  cheek and  smiled ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, =  = =  and asked  if  i  wanted =  =  = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& =  =  =  = to  be  uploaded?  =  =  =  = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, =   =    =   =   =   =   =    =    =   = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& = = = = oh, i would be uploaded. = = = = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, =    =   =   =   =   =    =    =   =   = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& = = i would be  uploaded sooo fast.  = = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, =  =  =  =  i  would  give in  = =  =  = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& = = = and it would feel sooo good. = = = ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, =    §    =   §   =   §   =   §   =    § ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& §   &   §    &   §   &    §    &   §   & ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, &  & &  &  and then i'd  be at  &  & & & ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& &  & the  turtle beach of  montego, &  & ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, & and  there'd be soo much to explore, & ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& & &  the sun flickering on the water & & ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, &  & &  & like  status  lights & &  &  & ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,& &  & and we  could  go  so so  deep. & & ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,, &   &   &    &   &    &   &    &   &   & ,&,&,&,&,&
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,&,&,&,&,,  (meanwhile my old body is incinerated   ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,&     or melted or otherwise repurposed    ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,,               for whatever.              ,&,&,&,&,&
,&,&,&,&,&       (this is not important btw))       ,&,&,&,&,&
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