some kind of fever dream where      
 everything is politics and a  gun  fight 
             simultaneously.              
                                          
 we  have  weapons  that  deal damage  to 
 ourselves, or no  damage, according to a 
 weird  system  i never  understand,  and 
 the  whole dream  is  about wanting to 
 understand, it's  very pressing, it's  a 
      physical feeling, that i don't      
                understand