¨¨¨¨¨~;* #&*;~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~;*& &*;~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~;* *;~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~; ;~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ always tears in my eyes when using the ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ machine. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ i don't think it's hormonal overload. ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ there's no grief or joy as my water ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ rolls down my face. i notice nothing ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ until my chin is wet. wipe it off with ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ the back of my hand. but i usually keep ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~; crying for a while. ;~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~;* *;~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~;*& i theorize some kind of resonance in &*;~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~;* the neural interface; some saturation #&*;~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~;*# signal being tripped? the connection is ##&*;~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨~;*## imperfect and often induces ###&*;~¨¨¨
¨¨~;*### single-sense hallucinations. acute but ####&*;~¨¨
¨~;*#### hollow hunger. sand grains under my #####&*;~¨
¨¨~;*### fingertips. strange tastes and scents. ####&*;~¨¨
¨¨¨~;*## ###&*;~¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨~;*# and i mean, maybe it isn't to far ##&*;~¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨~;* fetched that something like that can #&*;~¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨~;*& cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth. &*;~¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~;* finger spasms. opened tear ducts. *;~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~; ;~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨~ ~¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨
¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨ ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨¨