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,@,@,@@,@, always  tears in my eyes when  using the @,@,,@,@,@
,@,@,,@,@,                 machine.                 @,@,@@,@,@
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,@,@,,@,@, i don't  think  it's  hormonal overload. @,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@@,@, there's no  grief  or joy  as  my  water @,@,,@,@,@
,@,@,,@,@, rolls  down  my face.  i  notice nothing @,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@@,@, until my chin is  wet. wipe it  off with @,@,,@,@,@
,@,@,,@,@, the back of  my hand. but i usually keep @,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@@,@,           crying for a while.            @,@,,@,@,@
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,@,@,@@,@, i theorize  some  kind of  resonance  in @,@,,@,@,@
,@,@,,@,@,  the neural interface; some saturation   @,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@@,@, signal  being tripped? the connection is @,@,,@,@,@
,@,@,,@,@,       imperfect and often induces        @,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@@,@,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  @,@,,@,@,@
,@,@,,@,@, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my @,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@@,@,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  @,@,,@,@,@
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,@,@,@@,@, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far @,@,,@,@,@
,@,@,,@,@, fetched  that  something  like that  can @,@,@@,@,@
,@,@,@@,@,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  @,@,,@,@,@
,@,@,,@,@,    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     @,@,@@,@,@
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