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@,@,@,@,@, always tears in  my eyes  when using the ,@@,,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,@,                 machine.                 ,,@,@@,@,,
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@,@,@,@,@, i  don't  think it's  hormonal overload. ,,@,@@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@, there's no grief  or  joy  as  my  water ,@@,,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,@, rolls  down  my face.  i notice  nothing ,,@,@@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@, until my  chin is wet.  wipe it off with ,@@,,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,@, the  back of my hand. but i usually keep ,,@,@@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@,           crying for a while.            ,@@,,@,@,@
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@,@,@,@,@, i theorize  some  kind  of  resonance in ,@@,,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,@,  the neural interface; some saturation   ,,@,@@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@, signal being tripped?  the connection is ,@@,,@,@,@
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@,@,@,@,@,  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  ,@@,,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,@, hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my ,,@,@@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  ,@@,,@,@,@
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@,@,@,@,@, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far ,@@,,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,@, fetched  that something  like  that  can ,,@,@@,@,,
@,@,@,@,@,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  ,@@,,@,@,@
@,@,@,@,@,     finger spasms. opened tear ducts.    ,,@,@@,@,,
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