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&,,,&&&,,& all i want  is eternal bliss?  ~~~~~ all ,,&&&,,&,&
&&,,&,&&,, i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ,,&,&&,,,&
,&&,,,&&&, sleep.  ~~~~~  all  i  want  is  to   be ,,,,&&&,,&
,&&&,,&,&& strapped   to   a   hostpital  bed   and ,,,,&,&&,,
,&,&&,,,&& injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ,,,,,,&&&,
,,,&&&,,&, ~~~~~   gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes &,,,,,&,&&
&,,&,&&,,, ~~~~~  i'm  on  an astral  plane, slowly ,&,,,,,,&&
&&,,,&&&,, sinking into  the  earth's embrace ~~~~~ ,,&,,,,,&,
&&&,,&,&&, the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ~~~~~ ,,,&,,,,,,
&,&&,,,&&& muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in &,,,&,,,,,
,,&&&,,&,& rain ~~~~~ eyelids closing ~~~~~  all  i ,&,,,&,,,,
,,&,&&,,,& want is to be strapped  to  a chair, and ,,&,,,&,,,
,,,,&&&,,& have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me &,,&,,,&,,
,,,,&,&&,, ~~~~~ i  want to be  healed by an  angel &&,,&,,,&,
,,,,,,&&&, or                a                demon ,&&,,&,,,&
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