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&.&...&&&. all  i want is eternal bliss? =====  all &&&..&.&.&
.&&&..&..& i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then ...&.&&&&&
&&..&.&&.& sleep.   =====  all  i  want  is  to  be &..&&&....
&.&.&&&.&& strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and &&.&..&...
&&&&&..&&. injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. &.&&&.&&..
&....&.&.& =====  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes .&&..&&.&.
&&...&&&&& =====  i'm on  an  astral plane,  slowly .&.&.&.&&&
..&..&.... sinking  into the earth's  embrace ===== &&&&&&&&..
..&&.&&... the  snakes  like waves  over  me  ===== &.......&.
..&.&&.&.. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .&......&&
&.&&&.&&&. rain ===== eyelids  closing ===== all  i &&&.....&.
&&&..&&..& want  is to be  strapped to a chair, and &..&....&&
...&.&.&.& have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me &&.&&...&.
...&&&&&&& =====  i want to be healed  by an  angel ..&&.&..&&
&..&...... or                a                demon &.&.&&&.&.
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