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~~........ all  i  want is eternal bliss? ~~~~~ all ........~~
^~~....... i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .......~~^
†^~~...... sleep.  ~~~~~  all   i  want  is  to  be ......~~^†
$†^~~..... strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and .....~~^†$
£$†^~~.... injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. ....~~^†$£
#£$†^~~... ~~~~~   gutter  snakes,  ground   snakes ...~~^†$£#
##£$†^~~.. ~~~~~  i'm  on an  astral  plane, slowly ..~~^†$£##
###£$†^~~. sinking into  the earth's  embrace ~~~~~ .~~^†$£###
##£$†^~~.. the  snakes  like  waves  over me  ~~~~~ ..~~^†$£##
#£$†^~~... muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in ...~~^†$£#
£$†^~~.... rain ~~~~~  eyelids  closing ~~~~~ all i ....~~^†$£
$†^~~..... want is to be  strapped  to a chair, and .....~~^†$
†^~~...... have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me ......~~^†
^~~....... ~~~~~ i want  to be  healed  by an angel .......~~^
~~........ or                a                demon ........~~
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