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&..&&&&..& something's  inside  of me  and  i  know .&&&&&&...
&.&...&.&& this  because   of  how  nice  it  feels &.....&..&
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..&.&..&.& //////////////////////////////////////// &...&.&&&&
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&...&&.... there are brown  spots on my hands. they &.&..&..&&
&..&.&....    are moving, growing, disappearing,    &&&.&&.&..
&.&&&&.... appearing again.  this is almost erotic. ..&&.&&&.&
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.&..&&..&& there is a spy in  my eyes, installed to &&&.&.&.&&
&&.&.&.&.& identify  these spots and to give me  an ..&&&&&&.&
.&&&&&&&&.     appropriate reaction (positive).     .&.....&&.
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&......&&. when i gather all my willpower, and  set .&...&&&&&
&.....&.&. it  ablaze   all  at   once,  the   most &&..&.....
&....&&&&. resistance i can muster is indifference. .&.&&....&
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