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,,&&&&&&,,                                          ,&&&,,&,,&
&,&,,,,,&, something's  inside  of me  and  i  know ,&,,&,&&,&
,&&&,,,,&& this   because  of  how  nice  it  feels ,&&,&&&,&&
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&,&,&&,,&& //////////////////////////////////////// &,&&,&,&,&
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&&,,,&&&&& there  are brown spots on my hands. they ,,,&&,,,,,
&,&,,&,,,,    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ,,,&,&,,,,
&&&&,&&,,, appearing again. this is  almost erotic. ,,,&&&&,,,
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&&,,&,&&&, there is a spy in my  eyes, installed to ,&,&&,,&&,
&,&,&&&,,& identify these  spots and  to give me an &&&&,&,&,&
,&&&&,,&,&     appropriate reaction (positive).     ,,,,&&&&&&
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&,&,,&&&,, when i gather  all my willpower, and set &,,,&&,,,,
&&&&,&,,&, it  ablaze   all  at   once,   the  most ,&,,&,&,,,
&,,,&&&,&& resistance i can muster is indifference. ,&&,&&&&,,
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