.......&..                                          ....&.&&&.
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&&&.......                                          &..&......
&.&&...... something's inside  of  me  and  i  know &&..&.....
..&&&..... this  because  of   how  nice  it  feels &&&..&....
..&.&&....                                          &.&&..&...
....&&&... :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: ..&&&..&..
....&.&&..                                          ..&.&&..&.
......&&&. there are brown spots  on my hands. they ....&&&..&
&.....&.&&    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ....&.&&..
.&......&& appearing again. this is almost  erotic. ......&&&.
..&.....&.                                          ......&.&&
&..&...... there is a spy in my  eyes, installed to &.......&&
&&..&..... identify these spots and to  give  me an .&......&.
&&&..&....     appropriate reaction (positive).     ..&.......
&.&&..&...                                          &..&......
..&&&..&.. when i gather all my willpower,  and set &&..&.....
..&.&&..&. it   ablaze  all   at   once,  the  most &&&..&....
....&&&..& resistance i can muster is indifference. &.&&..&...
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