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@@@....... something's  inside  of  me  and i  know @.........
.@..@@@@@@ this  because  of   how  nice  it  feels ..@@@@@@@.
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.@..@@.... there  are brown spots on my hands. they ..@@...@@.
.......@@@    are moving, growing, disappearing,    .....@....
@@@@@@..@. appearing again.  this is almost erotic. @@@@...@@@
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@@@@..@@@. there is a  spy in my eyes, installed to .........@
@@@....@.. identify these  spots and to give me  an .@@@@@@@..
.@..@@...@     appropriate reaction (positive).     ..@@@@@...
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.@@@@@...@ when i gather all my willpower,  and set ....@.....
..@@@..@.. it  ablaze   all  at   once,   the  most .@@...@@@@
...@.....@ resistance i can muster is indifference. ....@..@@.
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