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.......&&& SOMETHING'S  INSIDE OF  ME  AND  I  KNOW &&&..&&&&.
.......&.. THIS  BECAUSE  OF   HOW  NICE  IT  FEELS &..&.&...&
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...&...&.. THERE ARE BROWN SPOTS ON  MY HANDS. THEY .&&&&&.&..
...&&..&&.    ARE MOVING, GROWING, DISAPPEARING,    &&....&&&.
...&.&.&.& APPEARING AGAIN. THIS IS ALMOST  EROTIC. ..&...&..&
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.&.&...... THERE IS A SPY IN  MY EYES, INSTALLED TO &&&.&.&.&&
&&&&&..... IDENTIFY THESE SPOTS AND TO  GIVE ME  AN &..&&&&&&.
&....&....     APPROPRIATE REACTION (POSITIVE).     &&.&.....&
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&&&..&.&.. WHEN I GATHER ALL MY  WILLPOWER, AND SET ..&..&...&
...&.&&&&. IT  ABLAZE  ALL  AT   ONCE,   THE   MOST &.&&.&&..&
&..&&&...& RESISTANCE I CAN MUSTER IS INDIFFERENCE. .&&.&&.&.&
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