§§¨¨¨§§¨§§                                          ¨§¨§¨§¨¨¨¨
§¨§¨¨§¨§§¨                                          §§§§§§§¨¨¨
§§§§¨§§§¨§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨§§¨¨§§                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§§¨
§§¨¨§¨§¨§¨                                          ¨¨¨¨¨¨¨§¨§
¨¨§¨§§§§§§ something's  inside  of me  and  i  know §¨¨¨¨¨¨§§§
§¨§§§¨¨¨¨¨ this  because  of  how  nice  it   feels §§¨¨¨¨¨§¨¨
§§§¨¨§¨¨¨¨                                          ¨¨§¨¨¨¨§§¨
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¨§¨§§§¨§¨¨                                          §§§¨§¨¨§§§
§§§§¨¨§§§¨ there are brown spots  on my hands. they ¨¨¨§§§¨§¨¨
§¨¨¨§¨§¨¨§    are moving, growing, disappearing,    ¨¨¨§¨¨§§§¨
§§¨¨§§§§¨§ appearing again. this  is almost erotic. §¨¨§§¨§¨¨§
¨¨§¨§¨¨¨§§                                          ¨§¨§¨§§§¨§
§¨§§§§¨¨§¨ there is a spy  in my eyes, installed to §§§§§§¨¨§§
¨§§¨¨¨§¨§§ identify these spots  and to  give me an §¨¨¨¨¨§¨§¨
¨§¨§¨¨§§§¨     appropriate reaction (positive).     ¨§¨¨¨¨§§§§
§§§§§¨§¨¨§                                          §§§¨¨¨§¨¨¨
§¨¨¨¨§§§¨§ when i gather  all my willpower, and set ¨¨¨§¨¨§§¨¨
§§¨¨¨§¨¨§§ it   ablaze   all  at   once,  the  most ¨¨¨§§¨§¨§¨
§¨§¨¨§§¨§¨ resistance i can muster is indifference. §¨¨§¨§§§§§
¨§§§¨§¨§§§                                          §§¨§§§¨¨¨¨
¨§¨¨§§§§¨¨                                          §¨§§¨¨§¨¨¨
¨§§¨§¨¨¨§¨                                          §§§¨§¨§§¨¨
¨§¨§§§¨¨§§                                          §¨¨§§§§¨§¨
¨§§§¨¨§¨§¨                                          ¨§¨§¨¨¨§§§