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,^«*§%@@## § Mirage Class Goth Gf § ##@@%§*«^,
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,^«*§%@### §*«««««^^^, ,^^^«««««*§ ###@%§*«^,
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,,,,«§§@## I Used To Be A Goth, In My Youth, Doing ##@§§«,,,,
,^«*§%#### Crimes Mostly From Or In My Beloved And ####%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### Trusted Car, And Sometimes My Mothers ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§§§§@# Barn. We Lived Just Outside Town, A #@§§§§*«^,
,,^«*§%%%# Grove At The End Of A Dirt Road, And #%%%§*«^,,
,^«*§%@### The Barn Was Placed So You Could Just ###@%§*«^,
,,,,,«§§@# Make Out The Surrounding Fields Through #@§§«,,,,,
,,,^*§§%## The Trees. ##%§§*^,,,
,,,,,,^*%@ @%*^,,,,,,
,^«*§%@### My Car Was Black And Loud, Both The ###@%§*«^,
,,^^**§§%@ Engine And The Way The Parts Didn'T @%§§**^^,,
,^«*§%@### Really Stick Together. I Took My ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@@@# Crimefriend For Rides, In The Dark, The #@@@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### Eternal Dark That Seemed To Surround ###@%§*«^,
,,,,^*§%@# Us. She Seemed To Cast This Veil Over #@%§*^,,,,
,^«*%@#### Everything. Her Black Skirt Reached To ####@%*«^,
,,,,,««§%@ Her Knees But Then Somehow Also Back @%§««,,,,,
,^«*§%@### Around, Enveloping All My Memories Of ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### Our Time Together. ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### There Was Blood Everywhere. Sometimes ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### The Blood Was Her Red Lipstick Or Her ###@%§*«^,
,,,,^**%@# Checkered Shirt. She Was On Television. #@%**^,,,,
,^«*§%@### We Did Crime, And We Made Weird ###@%§*«^,
,,^^^«§§%# Structures In The Barn, Tall Pillars Of #%§§«^^^,,
,,,,^«««§@ Dark Wood, Ladders And Plateaus, Fires @§«««^,,,,
,,^^^*§@## And Fairy Lights. We Would Sleep There ##@§*^^^,,
,,,^**%@@# And Drink There And She Would Go In The #@@%**^,,,
,^«*§%@### Television. ###@%§*«^,
,,,,^*§@@@ @@@§*^,,,,
,^«*§%%@@# And Then The Sun Came Out, And She Went #@@%%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### Away. Everything Changed... I Yearned, ###@%§*«^,
,,,,^*§%## And The World Became Dull Around Me. ##%§*^,,,,
,^«*§%@@@# #@@@%§*«^,
,^«***%%%@ I Stopped Doing Crime, Except When @%%%***«^,
,,,,,,,«§@ Necessarry. Things Somehow Seemed Like @§«,,,,,,,
,,,,,^**%@ They Were Allright, Moulded In Place, @%**^,,,,,
,^«*§%%%@# And I Loathed It ------ I Missed Her #@%%%§*«^,
,^^^^**§@# So Much. #@§**^^^^,
,,^«««*%@# #@%*«««^,,
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,^«*§%%%## ##%%%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### I Searched For Her, But Nobody Had Any ###@%§*«^,
,,,,,^*%## Memories Of Her. Not So Much Of Me ##%*^,,,,,
,^«*§%@### Either, From The Time We Were Together. ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### My Mother Said I Kept To Myself In The ###@%§*«^,
,,,^^^««§@ Barn, Or In The Car. @§««^^^,,,
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,,,,««*§§@ Sometimes I Could Still See Her @§§*««,,,,
,^«*§%@### Flashing By On The Tv In The Barn. ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### Everything Was Black Then, For A ###@%§*«^,
,,,,,««§%# Moment. I Remembered Her Laugh And Knew #%§««,,,,,
,^«*§%%%## We Had Done Crimes Together, That It ##%%%§*«^,
,,,,,««§@# Had Been Real... #@§««,,,,,
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,,,,,,^*%# I Died By Getting Shot In The Head #%*^,,,,,,
,^«*§%@### While Ramming The Fence To A Military ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### Facility. By This Time They Had Been ###@%§*«^,
,,^^«*§@@# Chasing Me For Days. I Lost Control #@@§*«^^,,
,,,,^««§§@ Over The Car, Crashed It Into A Rock @§§««^,,,,
,^«*§%@### Wall And Flew Out The Windshield. ###@%§*«^,
,,,,^**§§@ @§§**^,,,,
,^«*§%#### And Then I Got Up, And Looked Around. ####%§*«^,
,^«*§%@### It Was Dark, Where It Previously Had ###@%§*«^,
,,^««§§@## Been A Bright Day. Around Me Where ##@§§««^,,
,^«*%@#### Dozens Of Crashed Cars, All My Car, ####@%*«^,
,^«**§§§%@ Some On Fire. @%§§§**«^,
,,,,,,«§%@ @%§«,,,,,,
,^«*§§%%@@ The Ground Was Sticky, Red. @@%%§§*«^,
,^«*§%@@@# #@@@%§*«^,
,,,,,«§§@# And Then I Realized That I Knew This #@§§«,,,,,
,^«*§%@### Darkness. I Knew The Way The Sky ###@%§*«^,
,^«*§§§@## Touched The Ground. This Was Her Doing! ##@§§§*«^,
,^«*§%@### She Was Here! ###@%§*«^,
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