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§@@††~,,,, CRIMES MOSTLY FROM OR IN MY BELOVED AND ,,,,~††@@§
§††~,,,,,, TRUSTED CAR, AND SOMETIMES MY MOTHERS ,,,,,,~††§
§§†~,,,,,, BARN. WE LIVED JUST OUTSIDE TOWN, A ,,,,,,~†§§
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##£§@†^~,, THE BARN WAS PLACED SO YOU COULD JUST ,,~^†@§£##
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##£§@†^~,, ENGINE AND THE WAY THE PARTS DIDN'T ,,~^†@§£##
##£§@†^~,, REALLY STICK TOGETHER. I TOOK MY ,,~^†@§£##
##£§@†^~,, CRIMEFRIEND FOR RIDES, IN THE DARK, THE ,,~^†@§£##
##£§@†^~,, ETERNAL DARK THAT SEEMED TO SURROUND ,,~^†@§£##
##£§@†^~,, US. SHE SEEMED TO CAST THIS VEIL OVER ,,~^†@§£##
#§@^^,,,,, EVERYTHING. HER BLACK SKIRT REACHED TO ,,,,,^^@§#
##£§@†^~,, HER KNEES BUT THEN SOMEHOW ALSO BACK ,,~^†@§£##
###£§†^~,, AROUND, ENVELOPING ALL MY MEMORIES OF ,,~^†§£###
##£§@†^~,, OUR TIME TOGETHER. ,,~^†@§£##
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£§@^~,,,,, THERE WAS BLOOD EVERYWHERE. SOMETIMES ,,,,,~^@§£
£@^^,,,,,, THE BLOOD WAS HER RED LIPSTICK OR HER ,,,,,,^^@£
§@^~~,,,,, CHECKERED SHIRT. SHE WAS ON TELEVISION. ,,,,,~~^@§
##£§@†^~,, WE DID CRIME, AND WE MADE WEIRD ,,~^†@§£##
###£@†^~,, STRUCTURES IN THE BARN, TALL PILLARS OF ,,~^†@£###
##£§@†^~,, DARK WOOD, LADDERS AND PLATEAUS, FIRES ,,~^†@§£##
##£§@†^~,, AND FAIRY LIGHTS. WE WOULD SLEEP THERE ,,~^†@§£##
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#£§@†~,,,, AND THEN THE SUN CAME OUT, AND SHE WENT ,,,,~†@§£#
£§@†††^~,, AWAY. EVERYTHING CHANGED... I YEARNED, ,,~^†††@§£
§††^~,,,,, AND THE WORLD BECAME DULL AROUND ME. ,,,,,~^††§
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§@^^^,,,,, THEY WERE ALLRIGHT, MOULDED IN PLACE, ,,,,,^^^@§
£§@^^,,,,, AND I LOATHED IT ------ I MISSED HER ,,,,,^^@§£
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§@††^^~,,, EITHER, FROM THE TIME WE WERE TOGETHER. ,,,~^^††@§
##£§@†^~,, MY MOTHER SAID I KEPT TO MYSELF IN THE ,,~^†@§£##
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#£§†^,,,,, SOMETIMES I COULD STILL SEE HER ,,,,,^†§£#
##£§@†^~,, FLASHING BY ON THE TV IN THE BARN. ,,~^†@§£##
#§§††~,,,, EVERYTHING WAS BLACK THEN, FOR A ,,,,~††§§#
#§§@†^,,,, MOMENT. I REMEMBERED HER LAUGH AND KNEW ,,,,^†@§§#
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§†~,,,,,,, FACILITY. BY THIS TIME THEY HAD BEEN ,,,,,,,~†§
§†^~~~,,,, CHASING ME FOR DAYS. I LOST CONTROL ,,,,~~~^†§
##£§@†^~,, OVER THE CAR, CRASHED IT INTO A ROCK ,,~^†@§£##
##£§@†^~,, WALL AND FLEW OUT THE WINDSHIELD. ,,~^†@§£##
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##£§@†^~,, IT WAS DARK, WHERE IT PREVIOUSLY HAD ,,~^†@§£##
##£§@†^~,, BEEN A BRIGHT DAY. AROUND ME WHERE ,,~^†@§£##
##£§@†^~,, DOZENS OF CRASHED CARS, ALL MY CAR, ,,~^†@§£##
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§@^^^~,,,, THE GROUND WAS STICKY, RED. ,,,,~^^^@§
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#§†^^^,,,, AND THEN I REALIZED THAT I KNEW THIS ,,,,^^^†§#
##£§@†^~,, DARKNESS. I KNEW THE WAY THE SKY ,,~^†@§£##
£@^^~,,,,, TOUCHED THE GROUND. THIS WAS HER DOING! ,,,,,~^^@£
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