stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out