stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to  numb its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out