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.§..§..§§. now, usually i feel  good  (maybe?), but ...§§§.§.§
§§.§§.§.§§ this time  of  confusion  also  leads to ..§..§§§§§
.§§.§§§§.§ all  analyzes  ending  in "useless" -  i .§§.§.....
§.§§...§§. was  being bothered  by  something in  a §.§§§.....
§§.§..§.§. song or  movie or book, so i think,  how §§..§....§
.§§§.§§§§§ would  i  have  done  it,  what  is  the .§.§§...§.
§..§§....§ purpose of  this process, what  does  it §§§.§..§§.
§.§.§...§§ consist  of...?  and through the process ..§§§.§.§§
§§§§§..§.§ more  and  more pieces falls  off  until .§..§§§§..
....§.§§§.     i'm standing there with nothing.     §§.§...§.§
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..§..§.§.. reductionist hell -                      §..§.§...§
.§§.§§§§.§ i wan't a bottom floor, a concept        §.§§§§..§§
§.§§...§§§ bedrock, but the deeper i go the more    §§...§.§.§
§§.§..§..§ abstract they are, the things, until     .§..§§§§§.
.§§§.§§.§§ they cease to be things at all           §§.§....§§
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§.§.§§.§§§ are we just stacked triangles? there is  §..§..§§§.
§§§§.§§..§ nothing i can do with triangles. they    §.§§.§..§§
...§§.§.§. can not shelter me in any meaningful     §§.§§§.§..
..§.§§§§§. sense.                                   .§§..§§§..
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§..§...§.§ and when i can't even anchor myself,     §§§§§.§§..
§.§§..§§§. when i am nothing but the question, it   ....§§.§.§
§§.§.§..§. feels like it can all slip through my    ...§.§§§§.
.§§§§§.§§§ fingers... "whoops", and nothing ever    ..§§§...§§
§....§§... was after that.                          .§..§..§.§
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