stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out