stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out