växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?