växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want to,  can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important  -  can i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?