växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i really  want  to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?