växjö          
                                          
 the  apartment smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue   sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?