växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can i make  it 
 rigid? if i really want  to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like  there  is enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?