växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?