växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like there  is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?