växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like there  is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?