växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right now  there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if i really want  to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?