växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know  how i let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?