växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells  of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't know how  i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?