växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how  i let  it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses.  the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts  are revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can i  make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?