växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know how i  let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow tinted glasses.  the room 
 changes shape a lot.  right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want to, can  i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i  make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?