växjö           
                                          
 the  apartment smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't know  how i  let  it 
 get  like this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow  tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape  a lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can i make it  feel like it 
              doesn't matter?