växjö           
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't  know how i  let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with   yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really  want to, can i make 
 it  feel  like there  is  enough of  it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can i  make it  feel like it 
             doesn't matter?