växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know  how i let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear  yellow tinted glasses. the room 
 changes shape a  lot. right now  there's 
 a  blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my  thoughts are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid? if i  really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make it  feel  like it 
              doesn't matter?