växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of old  coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i don't  know  how i let it 
 get  like  this.  it's not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the  perception of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel  like  there is  enough of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i make  it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?