växjö          
                                          
 the apartment smells  of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i don't  know how  i  let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted glasses. the  room 
 changes  shape a  lot. right now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are  revolving around time, 
 and the perception  of it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to,  can i make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can i  make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?