växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells of  old coffee and 
 sweeteners.  i  don't know how i let  it 
 get  like  this.  it's  not intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted  glasses. the  room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with   yellow  seams.  i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want to, can  i make 
 it  feel  like there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important  - can i make it feel like  it 
             doesn't matter?