växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of  old coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how  i let it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear  yellow  tinted glasses. the room 
 changes  shape a lot.  right now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
     experiment with different colored    
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are revolving  around  time, 
 and the perception of  it. can i make it 
 rigid?  if i really want  to, can i make 
 it  feel  like  there  is  enough of it? 
    also, and maybe, ultimately, more     
 important - can  i make it feel like  it 
              doesn't matter?