växjö           
                                          
 the apartment smells of old  coffee  and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i let  it 
 get  like  this. it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i wear yellow tinted glasses.  the  room 
 changes  shape a lot. right  now there's 
 a   blue  sofa  with  yellow   seams.  i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts  are revolving  around time, 
 and the perception of it.  can i make it 
 rigid? if  i really want to, can i  make 
 it  feel like  there is  enough  of  it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important -  can  i make it feel like it 
             doesn't matter?