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,,,,^~:†¤¤ I   WAS   THINKING    TO    STOP   DOING ¤¤†:~^,,,,
,,,,,^~:†¤ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE  WINTER  BECAUSE I ¤†:~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~:† DO  NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN †:~^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^~: ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I TAKE :~^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^~ THEM, THE  LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ~^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ THERE ARE PLENTY OF  SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^~ REALLY DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE  WILL  BE ~^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^~:   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   :~^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^~:† ATTACKS   WITH  RANDOM   THINGS  THAT  I †:~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~:†¤ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ¤†:~^,,,,,
,,,,^~:†¤¤ LONG  TIME I COULD  NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ¤¤†:~^,,,,
,,,^~:†¤¤@ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS @¤¤†:~^,,,
,,^~:†¤¤@# ... AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN  ALL THE #@¤¤†:~^,,
,^~:†¤¤@##             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ##@¤¤†:~^,
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,,,,,^~:†¤    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ¤†:~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~:† INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN †:~^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^~: THE  EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF   IS :~^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^~ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ~^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^~ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL ~^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^~:             THESE THINGS UP.             :~^,,,,,,,
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,,,^~:†¤¤@ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, @¤¤†:~^,,,
,,^~:†¤¤@# WHAT A LOAD OF CONCEPTS  THIS  "REALITY" #@¤¤†:~^,,
,^~:†¤¤@## CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE ##@¤¤†:~^,
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,,,,,^~:†¤ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¤†:~^,,,,,
,,,,,,^~:† HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I †:~^,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^~: CLOSE   MY  EYES,   NOT  ACTUALLY  CEV'S :~^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^~ THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS  AND MOTION. ~^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,,^ NOW AND THEN  I HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ^,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,,^~    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ~^,,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,^~:  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  :~^,,,,,,,
,,,,,,^~:† AND IT  IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME †:~^,,,,,,
,,,,,^~:†¤ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS  TO DO ¤†:~^,,,,,
,,,,^~:†¤¤        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ¤¤†:~^,,,,
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