Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I   Was    Thinking    To   Stop   Doing 
 Hallucinogens In  The  Winter  Because I 
 Do Not  Know How Useful  They  Have Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense When  I  Take 
 Them, The  Last Few Times  At Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side Effects That  I 
 Really Do  Not Like, And There  Will  Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks  With  Random   Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See...  For  Example, For  A 
 Long  Time I  Could  Not  See  A Certain 
 Kind  Of  Leaf Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ...  And I Should  Avoid To Ruin All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
    Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena     
 Increased  Or At  Least The  Burn-Ins In 
 The  Eyes,   And   Sometimes  Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They   Did  Not  Do  It 
 Before.  But Maybe I Just Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M Scared And  Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes  To Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What A Load Of  ConceptS  This "Reality" 
 Consists  Of,  And  How  Vague They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not Sleep  For  About  Twenty 
 Hours, It Will No Longer  Be Dark When I 
 Close   My  Eyes,   Not  Actually  Cev'S 
 Though, Rather  Just FieldS  And Motion. 
 Now And Then I Hear  This Sound  (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It  Is Always  Unpleasant, I Become 
 So Stressful, But  I  Think It Has To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.