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,,,¨-=/$¤& pine arcades that were planted and &¤$/=-¨,,,
,¨,..,-=%% forgotten. wild boars roaming %%=-,..,¨,
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.,,.,,=**% where the pine hands start to let %**=,,.,,.
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.,.,.=*§¤§ they had been a swampworld with sylvan §¤§*=.,.,.
.¨,¨.^»;^£ water, stone rings and floating moss. £^;»^.¨,¨.
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,,.:~*§$#@ ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an @#$§*~:.,,
,,,,--**$# orange tin radio and a translucent #$**--,,,,
¨¨¨..,-:*% umbrella which i'm sitting on. %*:-,..¨¨¨
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.,..=***§@ direction of sound rather than at my @§***=..,.
,.,=\%¤@¶@ hands, who are busy putting things in @¶@¤%\=,.,
,.-:†@§¶## my pockets. ##¶§@†:-.,
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.¨.,~\§£§@ then i run east toward my home. @§£§\~,.¨.
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,¨:==^%£@# clearing where you at first can spot #@£%^==:¨,
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,¨¨,-*^$£# radio (now dented) but also a small #£$^*-,¨¨,
,.,,,-†%%# clay figure i've never seen before. it #%%†-,,,.,
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,,,¨,~=%*£ freshly made, not yet completely dried. £*%=~,¨,,,
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¨.¨.,~:*£§ my mom is here now. i ask her for some §£*:~,.¨.¨
¨¨¨:~*=%§@ particle board for it to dry on, but @§%=*~:¨¨¨
.,-=:%¤&¶@ she is worried and wants me to @¶&¤%:=-,.
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