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¤,¨.,#,¨¨§ forgotten. wild boars roaming §,,.,#.,,¨
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#¨¤..£¨#¨& is dark and moist, the canopy having ¤&&..#.&.,
#£#£.@¤§@§ already soaked up all the sun. ¨¨¨§¨&¤£&,
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§&§.¤£§§., to west, getting broader and deeper and ,&&§§.&£.£
.¨,&@¨,.#¨ slower as it goes. equisetum grow just .£.,.¤@.££
&,¨@.@,¨#¤ where the pine hands start to let .§§¨.#.&¤,
&@¨###&.&¨ through light, horsemint on the rocky #£,#¨@@£,¤
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...,¨.£¤§, they had been a swampworld with sylvan .&@#¤&,.#¨
,.,,,,@,.¤ water, stone rings and floating moss. ,&,,.¨§,
&,¨¨,.@£,£ you could've found me wallowing around #&&¨¨,@&§.
&&,,.¨&.§@ on the southern shores until i got @¨,&,,£.,§
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.£#,&¨#@.£ but now i'm further back, on solid ¤£¤,¤§,#§,
¨@,£#&§¨¤§ ground, in shoulder-high grass, with an @,,#@,££.&
§@&¤,¨.£@. orange tin radio and a translucent ¨§.£,£&.@@
.¨,,#¨.£,& umbrella which i'm sitting on. §£&§&@,£#.
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¤¤¨@&§,¤,¨ invisible to my eyes but i can feel ¨&.,¨,¤@¨¤
¨.##.¨#&£. through the ground just how large it is. &§£,¨.§.£¤
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§§@#&¤,£ the soil is muddy. i slip when trying &¨¨&@.£,¨&
.¨.,¨¨..&@ to get up, still looking at the ¨@.@¨#£#,¤
¤¨¨¨.,¨¨&¨ direction of sound rather than at my ,&@¤#&¨,@&
,&..,¨¨.¤& hands, who are busy putting things in &§¨..¨§¨&.
,@&.¨.¨¨¤¨ my pockets. #¨£¨..#§§&
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#¨¤£&,.¨§. then i run east toward my home. .§¨,&¨@¤,.
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.§..§¨&.&¨ clearing where you at first can spot &.,.§¨.¨¨&
#.#£@¤§£ the house, not yet really in the ¨&.,@#,,¨£
¨.¨¤@.¨.¨¨ backyard. from my pockets i retrieve my £@§¨@,#.¨#
@..£,@.,.. radio (now dented) but also a small ..,¤§¤¤§¨@
¨&,£&¨.¨ clay figure i've never seen before. it ¨¨¨¤¨.,.#£
£#¨¨,#,¨ must have been laying in the wet dirt, ,¨¨§¤..¨&¨
#.¨,@¨,&&, and i must've picked it up with my &,¨£.¤,.&@
,&,.##.¤¨§ other belongings. ¨#.#&¤£.@.
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£,#£.,.¤,. on her stomach, feet in the air, ,£@¨¤@,£§.
&££¨&¨,@¤¨ roughly seven centimeters long. it's .@¨§&¨£&,#
,,,@&§,§.& freshly made, not yet completely dried. §@£¤.££,&£
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&¤,.&,.¨ my mom is here now. i ask her for some @§¨,§,#@¨&
.,£¤.#££,¨ particle board for it to dry on, but ¤.§.£§#.¤#
¤¨£.#£.¨¤¨ she is worried and wants me to &§@@@..£¤¨
#§@¨&,£§ throw it away. ,.,¨.&¨@,&
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