##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
&§§§§~,,,, ,,,,~§§§§&
###¶&$§~., ,.~§$&¶###
##¶&$§/~., §/~~~~~..., ,...~~~~~/§ ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., § § ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., § mirage class goth gf § ,.~/§$&¶##
¶¶&§/~.,,, § § ,,,.~/§&¶¶
##¶&$§/~., §/~~~~~..., ,...~~~~~/§ ,.~/§$&¶##
&$$/...,,, ,,,.../$$&
#¶$$//.,,, ,,,.//$$¶#
###¶&$/~., i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ,.~/$&¶###
&§~~,,,,,, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ,,,,,,~~§&
##¶&$§/~., trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., barn. we lived just outside town, a ,.~/§$&¶##
¶$$§§~,,,, grove at the end of a dirt road, and ,,,,~§§$$¶
###¶&§/~., the barn was placed so you could just ,.~/§&¶###
##¶&$§/~., make out the surrounding fields through ,.~/§$&¶##
&&$$//.,,, the trees. ,,,.//$$&&
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
¶&$§§/~.., my car was black and loud, both the ,..~/§§$&¶
¶¶¶&$§/~., engine and the way the parts didn't ,.~/§$&¶¶¶
##¶&$§/~., really stick together. i took my ,.~/§$&¶##
¶¶¶&$§/~., crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ,.~/§$&¶¶¶
&$$$§~.,,, eternal dark that seemed to surround ,,,.~§$$$&
#¶&$§§/~., us. she seemed to cast this veil over ,.~/§§$&¶#
##¶&$§/~., everything. her black skirt reached to ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., her knees but then somehow also back ,.~/§$&¶##
&&$//~~~., around, enveloping all my memories of ,.~~~//$&&
##¶&$§/~., our time together. ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., there was blood everywhere. sometimes ,.~/§$&¶##
&&&&$§/~., the blood was her red lipstick or her ,.~/§$&&&&
#¶&$$§/~., checkered shirt. she was on television. ,.~/§$$&¶#
##¶&$§/~., we did crime, and we made weird ,.~/§$&¶##
¶$$/..,,,, structures in the barn, tall pillars of ,,,,../$$¶
##¶&$§/~., dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., and fairy lights. we would sleep there ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., and drink there and she would go in the ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., television. ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
#¶¶&$§/~., and then the sun came out, and she went ,.~/§$&¶¶#
¶&§§§~.,,, away. everything changed... i yearned, ,,,.~§§§&¶
##¶&$§/~., and the world became dull around me. ,.~/§$&¶##
&&$$§§/~., ,.~/§§$$&&
¶¶$§§//~., i stopped doing crime, except when ,.~//§§$¶¶
¶¶&§~~~,,, necessarry. things somehow seemed like ,,,~~~§&¶¶
##¶&$§/~., they were allright, moulded in place, ,.~/§$&¶##
&&$//.,,,, and i loathed it ------ i missed her ,,,,.//$&&
##¶&$§/~., so much. ,.~/§$&¶##
¶&$/.,,,,, ,,,,,./$&¶
&$$§§§/~., ,.~/§§§$$&
##¶&$§/~., ~~~~~.., ,..~~~~~ ,.~/§$&¶##
#¶$§~~~~., ,.~~~~§$¶#
###&$§/~., ,.~/§$##
#&&&$§/~., i searched for her, but nobody had any ,.~/§$&&
¶¶&§~,,,,, memories of her. not so much of me ,,,,,~§&¶¶
¶¶$/~,,,,, either, from the time we were together. ,,,,,~/$¶¶
###¶&§/~., my mother said i kept to myself in the ,.~/§&¶###
##¶&$§/~., barn, or in the car. ,.~/§$&¶##
&&&$§~~,,, ,,,~~§$&&&
##¶&$§/~., sometimes i could still see her ,.~/§$&¶##
¶&§§§~,,,, flashing by on the tv in the barn. ,,,,~§§§&¶
&&&§~.,,,, everything was black then, for a ,,,,.~§&&&
&$$§/~,,,, moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ,,,,~/§$$&
#&§//.,,,, we had done crimes together, that it ,,,,.//§
¶&§/~~.,,, had been real... ,,,.~~/§&¶
###¶&$§~., ,.~§$&¶###
#&$§~..,,, ,,,..~§$
#¶$$$§/~., ~~~~~.., ,..~~~~~ ,.~/§$$$¶#
#&§§§//~., ,.~//§§§
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
&&$$§//~., i died by getting shot in the head ,.~//§$$&&
¶$/~~.,,,, while ramming the fence to a military ,,,,.~~/$¶
##¶&$§/~., facility. by this time they had been ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., chasing me for days. i lost control ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., over the car, crashed it into a rock ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., wall and flew out the windshield. ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
&&$//~,,,, and then i got up, and looked around. ,,,,~//$&&
&&&$$§/~., it was dark, where it previously had ,.~/§$$&&&
#&§~.,,,,, been a bright day. around me where ,,,,,.~§
##¶&$§/~., dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., some on fire. ,.~/§$&¶##
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##
&&&§/.,,,, the ground was sticky, red. ,,,,./§&&&
¶&&$///~., ,.~///$&&¶
##¶&$§/~., and then i realized that i knew this ,.~/§$&¶##
###&$§/~., darkness. i knew the way the sky ,.~/§$##
¶&§/~.,,,, touched the ground. this was her doing! ,,,,.~/§&¶
##¶&$§/~., she was here! ,.~/§$&¶##
&&&§~.,,,, ,,,,.~§&&&
###&$§/~., ,.~/§$##
###¶&$§~., ,.~§$&¶###
&$§/~~.,,, ,,,.~~/§$&
##¶&$§/~., ,.~/§$&¶##