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#@#§£^:-~, i used to be a goth, in my youth, doing ,~-:^£§#@#
#@#§£^:-~, crimes mostly from or in my beloved and ,~-:^£§#@#
#§§§£^:-~, trusted car, and sometimes my mothers ,~-:^£§§§#
@§£:-,,,,, barn. we lived just outside town, a ,,,,,-:£§@
#§^^--,,,, grove at the end of a dirt road, and ,,,,--^^§#
@§^^^^:-~, the barn was placed so you could just ,~-:^^^^§@
§£^^:-~,,, make out the surrounding fields through ,,,~-:^^£§
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§^:~~,,,,, my car was black and loud, both the ,,,,,~~:^§
##£^:~~,,, engine and the way the parts didn't ,,,~~:^£##
§§^:--,,,, really stick together. i took my ,,,,--:^§§
@@#§£^:-~, crimefriend for rides, in the dark, the ,~-:^£§#@@
@§^--~,,,, eternal dark that seemed to surround ,,,,~--^§@
##£::---~, us. she seemed to cast this veil over ,~---::£##
#@#§£^:-~, everything. her black skirt reached to ,~-:^£§#@#
@##§£^:-~, her knees but then somehow also back ,~-:^£§##@
###§£^:-~, around, enveloping all my memories of ,~-:^£§###
#@#§£^:-~, our time together. ,~-:^£§#@#
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#@#§£^:-~, there was blood everywhere. sometimes ,~-:^£§#@#
@§§§£^:-~, the blood was her red lipstick or her ,~-:^£§§§@
###§£^:-~, checkered shirt. she was on television. ,~-:^£§###
§££:~,,,,, we did crime, and we made weird ,,,,,~:££§
#§^----,,, structures in the barn, tall pillars of ,,,----^§#
#@#§£^:-~, dark wood, ladders and plateaus, fires ,~-:^£§#@#
##@§£^:-~, and fairy lights. we would sleep there ,~-:^£§@##
@§§§£^:-~, and drink there and she would go in the ,~-:^£§§§@
##@#£^:-~, television. ,~-:^£#@##
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§£:~,,,,,, and then the sun came out, and she went ,,,,,,~:£§
#@#§£^:-~, away. everything changed... i yearned, ,~-:^£§#@#
@@#§£^:-~, and the world became dull around me. ,~-:^£§#@@
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##@#£^:-~, i stopped doing crime, except when ,~-:^£#@##
@@#§£^:-~, necessarry. things somehow seemed like ,~-:^£§#@@
§£^-~~~,,, they were allright, moulded in place, ,,,~~~-^£§
##@#§^:-~, and i loathed it ------ i missed her ,~-:^§#@##
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#@#§£^:-~, i searched for her, but nobody had any ,~-:^£§#@#
##@§£^:-~, memories of her. not so much of me ,~-:^£§@##
#@#§£^:-~, either, from the time we were together. ,~-:^£§#@#
###§£^:-~, my mother said i kept to myself in the ,~-:^£§###
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#@#§£^:-~, sometimes i could still see her ,~-:^£§#@#
#@#§£^:-~, flashing by on the tv in the barn. ,~-:^£§#@#
#@#§£^:-~, everything was black then, for a ,~-:^£§#@#
#@#§£^:-~, moment. i remembered her laugh and knew ,~-:^£§#@#
§^-,,,,,,, we had done crimes together, that it ,,,,,,,-^§
#@#§£^:-~, had been real... ,~-:^£§#@#
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§£££^:--~, i died by getting shot in the head ,~--:^£££§
##£:-~,,,, while ramming the fence to a military ,,,,~-:£##
@§^^::-,,, facility. by this time they had been ,,,-::^^§@
@@#§£^:-~, chasing me for days. i lost control ,~-:^£§#@@
#§§§£^:-~, over the car, crashed it into a rock ,~-:^£§§§#
§£:-,,,,,, wall and flew out the windshield. ,,,,,,-:£§
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#§§§£^:-~, and then i got up, and looked around. ,~-:^£§§§#
§§§§£^:-~, it was dark, where it previously had ,~-:^£§§§§
#§^^^^:-~, been a bright day. around me where ,~-:^^^^§#
§£:~,,,,,, dozens of crashed cars, all my car, ,,,,,,~:£§
#@#§£^:-~, some on fire. ,~-:^£§#@#
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##@§£^:-~, the ground was sticky, red. ,~-:^£§@##
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§§§£:~,,,, and then i realized that i knew this ,,,,~:£§§§
##§§£^:-~, darkness. i knew the way the sky ,~-:^£§§##
#@#§£^:-~, touched the ground. this was her doing! ,~-:^£§#@#
#@#§£^:-~, she was here! ,~-:^£§#@#
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