all i want  is eternal  bliss?  all 
 i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then 
 sleep.     all  i  want  is  to  be 
 strapped   to   a   hostpital   bed  and 
 injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. 
    gutter  snakes,  ground   snakes 
  i'm  on an  astral  plane,  slowly 
 sinking into the  earth's embrace   
 the  snakes like  waves  over  me   
 muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in 
 rain   eyelids closing   all i 
 want is  to be strapped to a  chair, and 
 have wolf  blood forcibly pumped into me 
  i want to  be  healed  by an angel 
 or                a                demon