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#......#.. all  i want  is eternal bliss? ===== all .###...#..
.#......#. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .#.##...#.
..#......# sleep.  =====  all   i  want  is  to  be ...###...#
#..#...... strapped   to   a  hostpital   bed   and ...#.##...
.#..#..... injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .....###..
..#..#.... =====   gutter  snakes,   ground  snakes .....#.##.
...#..#... =====  i'm  on  an astral plane,  slowly .......###
#...#..#.. sinking into  the  earth's embrace ===== #......#.#
##...#..#. the  snakes  like  waves  over  me ===== ##.......#
.##...#..# muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .##......#
.###...#.. rain  ===== eyelids closing  ===== all i .###......
.#.##...#. want is  to be strapped to a  chair, and .#.##.....
...###...# have wolf blood forcibly pumped  into me ...###....
...#.##... ===== i  want to  be healed by  an angel ...#.##...
.....###.. or                a                demon .....###..
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