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.&.&.&&.&. all i  want  is eternal bliss? ~~~~~ all .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&..&.&. i  want  is  total  euphoria,  and  then .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&.&&.&. sleep.  ~~~~~  all   i  want  is  to  be .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&..&.&. strapped  to   a   hostpital   bed   and .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&.&&.&. injected  with  all  kinds  of  poisons. .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&..&.&. ~~~~~  gutter   snakes,   ground  snakes .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&.&&.&. ~~~~~  i'm  on an  astral  plane, slowly .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&..&.&. sinking into the  earth's  embrace ~~~~~ .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&.&&.&. the  snakes  like  waves over  me  ~~~~~ .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&..&.&. muffled  sound,  like  faraway  cars  in .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&.&&.&. rain ~~~~~ eyelids closing  ~~~~~  all i .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&..&.&. want is to be  strapped  to a chair, and .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&.&&.&. have wolf blood forcibly  pumped into me .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&..&.&. ~~~~~ i  want  to  be healed by an angel .&.&.&.&.&
.&.&.&&.&. or                a                demon .&.&.&.&.&
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