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,,,§§§,,§, I   WAS    THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ,§,,,,,,§§
§,,§,§§,,, HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ,,§,,,,,§§
§§,,,§§§,, DO NOT  KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ,,,§,,,,§,
§§§,,§,§§, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE WHEN  I  TAKE §,,,§,,,,,
§,§§,,,§§§ THEM,  THE LAST FEW  TIMES AT LEAST, AND ,§,,,§,,,,
,,§§§,,§,§ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE  EFFECTS THAT I ,,§,,,§,,,
,,§,§§,,,§ REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL BE §,,§,,,§,,
,,,,§§§,,§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §§,,§,,,§,
,,,,§,§§,, ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I §§§,,§,,,§
§,,,,,§§§, HAPPEN  TO SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §,§§,,§,,,
,§,,,,§,§§ LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE  A CERTAIN ,,§§§,,§,,
,,§,,,,,§§ KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING ANXIOUS ,,§,§§,,§,
,,,§,,,,§, ...  AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE §,,,§§§,,§
§,,,§,,,,,             SEASONS THIS WAY.            §§,,§,§§,,
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§§,,§,,,§,    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     ,,,§§§,,§,
§§§,,§,,,§ INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN ,,,§,§§,,,
§,§§,,§,,, THE   EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF  IS ,,,,,§§§,,
,,§§§,,§,, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT   DO  IT ,,,,,§,§§,
,,§,§§,,§, BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO  MUCH ,,,,,,,§§§
§,,,§§§,,§ COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING  ALL ,,,,,,,§,§
§§,,§,§§,,             THESE THINGS UP.             ,,,,,,,,,§
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,,,§§§,,§, IT  COMES TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, ,,,,,,,,,,
,,,§,§§,,, WHAT  A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" §,,,,,,,,,
,,,,,§§§,, CONSISTS  OF,  AND HOW  VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,§,,,,,,,,
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,,,,,,,,,§ IF  I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR ABOUT  TWENTY ,,,,,§,,,,
,,,,,,,,,§ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE  DARK WHEN I ,,,,,,§,,,
,,,,,,,,,, CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S §,,,,,,§,,
,,,,,,,,,, THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. §§,,,,,,§,
,,,,,,,,,, NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A  REAL ,§§,,,,,,§
§,,,,,,,,,     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ,§§§,,,,,,
,§,,,,,,,,  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ,§,§§,,,,,
,,§,,,,,,, AND IT IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ,,,§§§,,,,
,,,§,,,,,, SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO §,,§,§§,,,
,,,,§,,,,,         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        §§,,,§§§,,
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