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#@¶@&^†~,¨ I    WAS   THINKING   TO   STOP    DOING ¨,~†^&@¶@#
@¶@&^†~,¨¨ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I ¨¨,~†^&@¶@
¶@&^†~,¨¨¨ DO  NOT  KNOW  HOW USEFUL THEY HAVE BEEN ¨¨¨,~†^&@¶
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ ANYWAY?  I  GET SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
&^†~,¨¨¨¨¨ THEM, THE  LAST FEW TIMES  AT LEAST, AND ¨¨¨¨¨,~†^&
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
¶@&^†~,¨¨¨ REALLY DO NOT  LIKE,  AND THERE  WILL BE ¨¨¨,~†^&@¶
@¶@&^†~,¨¨   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ¨¨,~†^&@¶@
#@¶@&^†~,¨ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT   I ¨,~†^&@¶@#
@¶@&^†~,¨¨ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A ¨¨,~†^&@¶@
¶@&^†~,¨¨¨ LONG  TIME  I COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ¨¨¨,~†^&@¶
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ KIND OF  LEAF  WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
&^†~,¨¨¨¨¨ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN  ALL THE ¨¨¨¨¨,~†^&
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
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@¶@&^†~,¨¨     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ¨¨,~†^&@¶@
¶@&^†~,¨¨¨ INCREASED OR  AT  LEAST THE BURN-INS  IN ¨¨¨,~†^&@¶
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
&^†~,¨¨¨¨¨ BREATHING   NOW,  THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT ¨¨¨¨¨,~†^&
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ BEFORE.  BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
¶@&^†~,¨¨¨ COFFEE. MAYBE  I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ¨¨¨,~†^&@¶
@¶@&^†~,¨¨             THESE THINGS UP.             ¨¨,~†^&@¶@
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@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT SHIT, ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
&^†~,¨¨¨¨¨ WHAT A  LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS "REALITY" ¨¨¨¨¨,~†^&
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
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@¶@&^†~,¨¨ IF  I  DO NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ¨¨,~†^&@¶@
¶@&^†~,¨¨¨ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I ¨¨¨,~†^&@¶
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ CLOSE   MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
&^†~,¨¨¨¨¨ THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ¨¨¨¨¨,~†^&
@&^†~,¨¨¨¨ NOW AND  THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL ¨¨¨¨,~†^&@
¶@&^†~,¨¨¨     SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME    ¨¨¨,~†^&@¶
@¶@&^†~,¨¨  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ¨¨,~†^&@¶@
#@¶@&^†~,¨ AND  IT IS ALWAYS UNPLEASANT,  I  BECOME ¨,~†^&@¶@#
@¶@&^†~,¨¨ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK  IT HAS TO  DO ¨¨,~†^&@¶@
¶@&^†~,¨¨¨         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ¨¨¨,~†^&@¶
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