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,,«;%£§§§@ I   WAS   THINKING    TO   STOP    DOING @§§§£%;«,,
,,,,,,;£§§ HALLUCINOGENS  IN THE  WINTER BECAUSE  I §§£;,,,,,,
,,«;%£§@## DO NOT KNOW  HOW  USEFUL THEY  HAVE BEEN ##@§£%;«,,
,,,,,,,;%§ ANYWAY? I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE §%;,,,,,,,
,,,,,,,;£§ THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT  LEAST, AND §£;,,,,,,,
,,«;%£§@## THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ##@§£%;«,,
,,«;%£§@## REALLY  DO NOT LIKE, AND  THERE WILL  BE ##@§£%;«,,
,,«%£§@###   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ###@§£%«,,
,,,,,,;£§§ ATTACKS  WITH   RANDOM  THINGS   THAT  I §§£;,,,,,,
,,,,,,,;£@ HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR A @£;,,,,,,,
,,«;%£§@## LONG TIME  I  COULD  NOT  SEE A  CERTAIN ##@§£%;«,,
,,«;%£§@## KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ##@§£%;«,,
,,,,,«;%£@ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN  ALL THE @£%;«,,,,,
,,«;%£§@##            SEASONS THIS WAY.             ##@§£%;«,,
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,,«;%££§@#    HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA     #@§££%;«,,
,,«;%£§@## INCREASED  OR AT  LEAST  THE BURN-INS IN ##@§£%;«,,
,,,,,«%%§§ THE   EYES,  AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS §§%%«,,,,,
,,«;%££££@ BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT @££££%;«,,
,«;%£§@### BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ###@§£%;«,
,,«;%£§@@@ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL @@@§£%;«,,
,,«;%%%%%§             THESE THINGS UP.             §%%%%%;«,,
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,,,,««;%§§ IT  COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES THAT  SHIT, §§%;««,,,,
,,«;%£§@## WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ##@§£%;«,,
,,,,«;£§§@ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW  VAGUE THEY  ARE @§§£;«,,,,
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,,,,««%§§# IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY #§§%««,,,,
,,,,,;£££@ HOURS, IT WILL NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN  I @£££;,,,,,
,,,,««%%£@ CLOSE  MY  EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY   CEV'S @£%%««,,,,
,,«;%§@### THOUGH,  RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND MOTION. ###@§%;«,,
,,«;;;;£@# NOW AND THEN I HEAR  THIS SOUND  (A REAL #@£;;;;«,,
,,«;%£§@##    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ##@§£%;«,,
,,,,«%££§§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §§££%«,,,,
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,,,,,««;%§ SO STRESSFUL, BUT I THINK IT  HAS TO  DO §%;««,,,,,
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