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,§,§§§§,,§ I    WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP   DOING §,§§,§§,,,
§§§,,,§,§§ HALLUCINOGENS IN  THE WINTER  BECAUSE  I §§,§§,§,,,
,,§,,§§§,, DO NOT  KNOW HOW  USEFUL  THEY HAVE BEEN ,§§,§§§,,§
,§§,§,,§,, ANYWAY?  I  GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN I  TAKE §,§§,,§,§§
§,§§§,§§,, THEM, THE LAST FEW TIMES  AT  LEAST, AND §§,§,§§§,§
§§,,§§,§,, THERE ARE PLENTY OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT  I ,§§§§,,§§,
,§,§,§§§,, REALLY  DO  NOT LIKE, AND THERE WILL  BE §,,,§,§,§§
§§§§§,,§,§   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   §,,§§§§§,§
,,,,§,§§§, ATTACKS  WITH  RANDOM   THINGS   THAT  I §,§,,,,§§,
,,,§§§,,§§ HAPPEN  TO  SEE... FOR  EXAMPLE,  FOR  A §§§,,,§,§,
,,§,,§,§,, LONG TIME  I  COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ,,§,,§§§§,
,§§,§§§§,§ KIND  OF  LEAF WITHOUT  GETTING  ANXIOUS ,§§,§,,,§,
§,§§,,,§§§ ... AND I SHOULD AVOID TO  RUIN  ALL THE §,§§§,,§§,
§§,§,,§,,§            SEASONS THIS WAY.             §§,,§,§,§§
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§§§§,§§§,§     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    ,§§,,§,§§,
,,,§§,,§§§ INCREASED  OR  AT LEAST THE  BURN-INS IN §,§,§§§,§§
,,§,§,§,,§ THE  EYES,   AND   SOMETIMES  STUFF   IS §§§§,,§§,§
,§§§§§§,§, BREATHING  NOW,  THEY  DID   NOT  DO  IT ,,,§,§,§§§
§,,,,,§§§, BEFORE. BUT  MAYBE I JUST DRANK TOO MUCH ,,§§§§§,,§
§,,,,§,,§§ COFFEE.  MAYBE I'M SCARED AND MAKING ALL ,§,,,,§,§,
§,,,§§,§,§             THESE THINGS UP.             §§,,,§§§§§
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,§,§§,§§,§ IT  COMES  TO  ME SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, §,§§§,,§§§
§§§,§§,§§, WHAT  A LOAD OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" §§,,§,§,,§
,,§§,§§,§, CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ,§,§§§§,§,
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,§,§§§§§,, IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY §,§§,§§,,§
§§§,,,,§,, HOURS, IT WILL NO  LONGER BE DARK WHEN I §§,§§,§,§§
,,§,,,§§,, CLOSE  MY   EYES,  NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ,§§,§§§§,,
,§§,,§,§,, THOUGH, RATHER JUST  FIELDS AND  MOTION. §,§§,,,§,,
§,§,§§§§,§ NOW AND THEN  I HEAR  THIS SOUND (A REAL §§,§,,§§,,
§§§§,,,§§,    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ,§§§,§,§,§
,,,§,,§,§§  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  §,,§§§§§§,
,,§§,§§§,§ AND IT  IS ALWAYS  UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME §,§,,,,,§,
,§,§§,,§§, SO STRESSFUL, BUT I  THINK IT HAS TO  DO §§§,,,,§§,
§§§,§,§,§§         WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.        ,,§,,,§,§,
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