Eh                    
                                          
                                         
                                          
 I    Was   Thinking   To   Stop    Doing 
 Hallucinogens In The  Winter  Because  I 
 Do Not  Know How  Useful They Have  Been 
 Anyway?  I  Get So  Tense  When  I  Take 
 Them, The  Last  Few Times At Least, And 
 There Are Plenty Of Side Effects  That I 
 Really Do  Not Like,  And  There Will Be 
   Associations With These Mini-Anxiety   
 Attacks   With  Random  Things   That  I 
 Happen  To  See... For  Example,  For  A 
 Long Time  I  Could  Not  See A  Certain 
 Kind Of  Leaf  Without  Getting  Anxious 
 ... And I  Should Avoid To  Ruin All The 
             Seasons This Way.            
                                          
                                         
                                          
     Hmm, Recently My Visual Phenomena    
 Increased  Or  At  Least The Burn-Ins In 
 The  Eyes,   And  Sometimes   Stuff   Is 
 Breathing  Now,  They  Did   Not  Do  It 
 Before. But Maybe I Just  Drank Too Much 
 Coffee. Maybe I'M  Scared And Making All 
             These Things Up.             
                                          
                                         
                                          
 It  Comes To  Me  Sometimes  That  Shit, 
 What  A Load  Of ConceptS This "Reality" 
 Consists Of,  And  How  Vague  They  Are 
                                          
                                         
                                          
 If  I  Do  Not  Sleep  For  About Twenty 
 Hours,  It Will No Longer Be Dark When I 
 Close  My   Eyes,   Not  Actually  Cev'S 
 Though,  Rather Just  FieldS And Motion. 
 Now And Then  I Hear This Sound  (A Real 
    Sound (I Think)), Resembling Some     
  "Knerp" From Twentyfive c nbome Or So.  
 And  It Is  Always Unpleasant,  I Become 
 So  Stressful, But  I Think It Has To Do 
        With The Novelty. I Hope.