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.......... Hallucinogens  In  The Winter  Because I ..........
.......... Do  Not Know How  Useful  They Have Been ..........
.......... Anyway?  I  Get  So  Tense  When  I Take ..........
.......... Them,  The Last Few  Times At Least, And ..........
........., There Are Plenty Of  Side Effects That I ,.........
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........,= Breathing  Now,  They  Did   Not  Do  It =,........
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.......... Coffee. Maybe  I'M Scared And Making All ..........
..........             These Things Up.             ..........
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.......... It  Comes  To  Me Sometimes  That  Shit, ..........
.......... What  A Load Of  ConceptS This "Reality" ..........
.......... Consists Of,  And  How  Vague  They  Are ..........
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