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......^~== I   WAS   THINKING   TO    STOP    DOING ==~^......
.......^~= HALLUCINOGENS  IN  THE WINTER BECAUSE  I =~^.......
........^~ DO  NOT KNOW HOW  USEFUL THEY HAVE  BEEN ~^........
.........^ ANYWAY?  I GET  SO  TENSE  WHEN  I  TAKE ^.........
.......... THEM, THE  LAST  FEW TIMES AT LEAST, AND ..........
.......... THERE ARE PLENTY  OF SIDE EFFECTS THAT I ..........
.......... REALLY DO NOT LIKE,  AND  THERE WILL  BE ..........
..........   ASSOCIATIONS WITH THESE MINI-ANXIETY   ..........
.......... ATTACKS   WITH   RANDOM  THINGS  THAT  I ..........
.......... HAPPEN  TO  SEE...  FOR EXAMPLE,  FOR  A ..........
.......... LONG  TIME  I COULD NOT  SEE  A  CERTAIN ..........
.......... KIND  OF  LEAF  WITHOUT GETTING  ANXIOUS ..........
.......... ...  AND I  SHOULD AVOID TO RUIN ALL THE ..........
.........^             SEASONS THIS WAY.            ^.........
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.....^~==%     HMM, RECENTLY MY VISUAL PHENOMENA    %==~^.....
....^~==%¤ INCREASED OR AT  LEAST THE  BURN-INS  IN ¤%==~^....
...^~==%¤£ THE   EYES,   AND  SOMETIMES   STUFF  IS £¤%==~^...
..^~==%¤£# BREATHING  NOW,   THEY  DID  NOT  DO  IT #£¤%==~^..
.^~==%¤£## BEFORE. BUT MAYBE I JUST DRANK  TOO MUCH ##£¤%==~^.
..^~==%¤£# COFFEE. MAYBE I'M SCARED  AND MAKING ALL #£¤%==~^..
...^~==%¤£             THESE THINGS UP.             £¤%==~^...
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.......^~= IT COMES  TO  ME  SOMETIMES  THAT  SHIT, =~^.......
........^~ WHAT A LOAD  OF CONCEPTS THIS  "REALITY" ~^........
.........^ CONSISTS  OF,  AND  HOW VAGUE  THEY  ARE ^.........
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.......... IF I  DO  NOT  SLEEP  FOR  ABOUT  TWENTY ..........
.......... HOURS, IT WILL  NO LONGER BE DARK WHEN I ..........
.......... CLOSE  MY  EYES,   NOT   ACTUALLY  CEV'S ..........
.......... THOUGH, RATHER  JUST FIELDS AND  MOTION. ..........
.......... NOW AND THEN I  HEAR THIS SOUND (A  REAL ..........
..........    SOUND (I THINK)), RESEMBLING SOME     ..........
.........^  "KNERP" FROM TWENTYFIVE C NBOME OR SO.  ^.........
........^~ AND  IT IS  ALWAYS UNPLEASANT, I  BECOME ~^........
.......^~= SO STRESSFUL, BUT  I  THINK IT HAS TO DO =~^.......
......^~==        WITH THE NOVELTY. I HOPE.         ==~^......
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