stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out