stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out