stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this  point a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way   out