stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out