stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my taste?  i 
 try  to numb  its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out