stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though of  sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no    way   out