stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try  to  numb its  will but it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out