stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i  don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the  though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out