stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though  of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out