stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out