stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way   out