stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is   no    way    out