stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and i  don't  know 
 why! it  seems too  slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will but  it  only gets 
 more  frightened by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out