stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why!  it seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out