stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out