stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out