stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way   out