stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for my  taste?  i 
 try to numb its  will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out