stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out