stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but  it  only gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out