stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i  don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its will  but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is    no   way   out