stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try  to numb  its will  but it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its  own existence. 
 at  this point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out