stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i don't  know 
 why! it seems too  slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though  of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out