stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb  its will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by  its  own existence. 
 at this point a lot  of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out