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,&,&&&&,&, this body is  stressed and i  don't know ,,&&&,&&&&
&&&&,,,&&& why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i &,&,,&&,,,
&,,,&,,&,, try to  numb  its  will but it only gets ,&&&,&,&,,
&&,,&&,&&, more frightened  by  its  own existence. &&,,&&&&&,
&,&,&,&&,& at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious &,&,&,,,,&
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,,&,,,,&,& i play with the  though of  sedating it, &&&,,,&&,&
&,&&,,,&&& but  decide   that   it  will   probably ,,,&,,&,&&
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