stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow for  my  taste? i 
 try to numb its will  but it  only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this point  a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out