stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems too slow  for my  taste? i 
 try to numb  its will but  it only  gets 
 more  frightened  by its  own existence. 
 at this  point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but   decide  that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way    out