stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try to numb its  will  but it  only gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot of  my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with  the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there   is    no   way    out