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,,,,&,&,&&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,,,,,&&&&
&,,,&&&&&,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   &,,,,,&,,,
&&,,&,,,,&   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,&,,,,&&,,
&,&,&&,,,& the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  &&&,,,&,&,
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,,,,,&&&,& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,&&,&,,,
,,,,,&,,&& %    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    % ,,,&,&&&,,
,,,,,&&,&, %    LIGHT    IN   THE    BATHROOM.    % ,,,&&&,,&,
,,,,,&,&&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,&,,&,&&
&,,,,&&&,,                                          ,,,&&,&&&,
&&,,,&,,&,     yes, this was earlier today. some    &,,&,&&,,&
,,&,,&&,&&  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,&,&&&,&,&
&,&&,&,&&,    it doesn't worry me anymore though.   &&&&,,&&&&
,&&,&&&&,&                                          &,,,&,&,,,
,&,&&,,,&&  inside now. i forget the time easily.   &&,,&&&&,,
,&&&,&,,&,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,,&,&,,,&,
,&,,&&&,&&    the sky again, through the kitchen    ,,&&&&,,&&
&&&,&,,&&,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,,&,,,&,&,
&,,&&&,&,&                                          &,&&,,&&&&
,&,&,,&&&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,&&,&,&,,,
,&&&&,&,,, %    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    % &&,&&&&&,,
,&,,,&&&,, %    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     % ,,&&,,,,&,
,&&,,&,,&, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,&,&,,,&&
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&,&&&&,&&,      i can't remember why this was       ,,&,,,&,&&
,&&,,,&&,&  important. it's just another thing that &,&&,,&&&,
,&,&,,&,&&  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,&&,&,&,,&
&&&&&,&&&,   those and i like not thinking about    ,&,&&&&&,&
,,,,,&&,,&              them as much.               &&&&,,,,&&
&,,,,&,&,&                                          ,,,,&,,,&,
&&,,,&&&&& %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% ,,,,&&,,&&
,,&,,&,,,, % THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, % &,,,&,&,&,
,,&&,&&,,, %   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   % ,&,,&&&&&&
&,&,&&,&,, %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% &&&,&,,,,,
&&&&&,&&&,                                          &,,&&&,,,,
&,,,,&&,,&     right. this was after the light,     &&,&,,&,,,
&&,,,&,&,&                probably.                 ,,&&&,&&,,
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