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&&..&&&.&& on the balcony. i'm watching myself. &..&.&.&.&
..&.&..&&. i'm watching the sky. the clouds are &&.&&&&&&&
&.&&&&.&.& rolling by. something is weird, but - &.&&......
&&&...&&&& the thought moves on. the clouds drift. &&&.&.....
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&.&&.&&.&. * I INSTALLED AN UNSAFE * &..&&.&&..
&&&.&&.&&& * LIGHT IN THE BATHROOM. * .&.&.&&.&.
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.&&&&&.&&& yes, this was earlier today. some ......&.&.
.&....&&.. circuits exposed, could get wet maybe. ......&&&&
&&&...&.&. it doesn't worry me anymore though. &.....&...
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&&.&&.&... inside now. i forget the time easily. &.&...&.&.
&.&&.&&&.. the bathroom door is open. i'm watching .&&&..&&&&
.&&.&&..&. the sky again, through the kitchen &&..&.&...
.&.&&.&.&& window. why am i looking at the sky? &.&.&&&&..
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&&&.&.&..& * I SAW TWO HELICOPTERS * .....&&.&.
&..&&&&&.& * FLYING EAST, TOGETHER. * &....&.&&&
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.&...&..&& i can't remember why this was &..&.&&.&&
&&&..&&.&. important. it's just another thing that &&.&&&.&&.
&..&.&.&&& used to stress me. there were a lot of &.&&..&&.&
.&.&&&&&.. those and i like not thinking about .&&.&.&.&&
&&&&....&. them as much. .&.&&&&&&.
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&&&.&.&.&& * THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, * &.&.&&...&
...&&&&&&. * PREVENTING ME FROM EATING. * .&&&&.&..&
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&&&&.&...& right. this was after the light, ...&.&&.&.
&...&&&..& probably. ...&&&.&&&
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