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.....=†%%&   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   &%%†=.....
......=†%%   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   %%†=......
.......=†%  rolling by. something is weird, but -   %†=.......
........=† the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  †=........
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.......... %    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    % ..........
.......... %    LIGHT   IN    THE    BATHROOM.    % ..........
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.........=    yes, this was earlier today. some     =.........
........=†  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  †=........
.......=†%   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    %†=.......
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.....=†%%&   inside now. i forget the time easily.  &%%†=.....
....=†%%&@  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching @&%%†=....
...=†%%&@#    the sky again, through the kitchen    #@&%%†=...
..=†%%&@##   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ##@&%%†=..
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...=†%%&@# %    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    % #@&%%†=...
....=†%%&@ %     FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.    % @&%%†=....
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.......=†%      i can't remember why this was       %†=.......
........=† important. it's just another thing that  †=........
.........=  used to stress me. there were a lot of  =.........
..........   those and i like not thinking about    ..........
..........              them as much.               ..........
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.......... % THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, % ..........
.........= %   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   % =.........
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......=†%%     right. this was after the light,     %%†=......
.....=†%%&                probably.                 &%%†=.....
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