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,##,,####,   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,,,#####,
,,,,,,##,,   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   ,##,,###,,
#####,,,,,  rolling by. something is weird, but -   ,,,,,,#,,#
####,,#### the thought moves on. the clouds drift.  #####,,,,,
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,,,,##,,## †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ###,,,,#,,
###,,,,,,# †    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    † ##,,##,,,#
##,,####,, †    LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.   † #,,,,,,#,,
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###,,#####    yes, this was earlier today. some     ##,,,,,,##
##,,,,####  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,,####,,#
#,,##,,###   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ##,,##,,,,
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#######,,,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  ######,,,,
,#####,,##  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching #####,,##,
,,###,,,,#    the sky again, through the kitchen    ####,,,,,,
#,,#,,##,,   window. why am i looking at the sky?   ,##,,#####
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,######### †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ,####,,##,
,,######## †    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    † ,,##,,,,,,
#,,####### †    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     † #,,,,#####
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,,,,,,#,,#       i can't remember why this was      ######,,,,
#####,,,,, important. it's just another thing that  #####,,###
####,,####  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ####,,,,##
###,,,,###   those and i like not thinking about    ,##,,##,,#
##,,##,,#,               them as much.              ,,,,,,,,,,
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########## †††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††††† ########,,
,######### † THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, † #######,,,
,,######## †   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   † ######,,##
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#,,,,#####     right. this was after the light,     ###,,,,###
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