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,&,,&&&,&, always  tears in my eyes  when using the ,,&&,,&&,,
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&,,&&&,&&& i don't  think  it's hormonal  overload. ,,,,,,,&&&
&,&,,&&,,, there's no  grief  or joy  as  my  water ,,,,,,&,,,
&&&,&,&,,, rolls  down  my  face. i notice  nothing ,,,,,&&,,&
,,&&&&&,,& until  my chin is  wet. wipe it off with ,,,,&,&,&,
,&,,,,&,&, the back  of my hand. but i usually keep ,,,&&&&&&,
&&,,,&&&&&            crying for a while.           ,,&,,,,,&,
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&&,&&,,,&& i theorize  some  kind of  resonance  in &,&,,,&,,&
,&&,&,,&,,   the neural interface; some saturation  &&&,,&&,&,
&,&&&,&&,& signal being tripped?  the connection is ,,&,&,&&&,
&&,,&&,&&,        imperfect and often induces       ,&&&&&,,&&
,&,&,&&,&&  single-sense hallucinations. acute but  &,,,,&,&,,
&&&&&,&&,& hollow  hunger.  sand  grains  under  my &,,,&&&&,,
,,,,&&,&&,  fingertips. strange tastes and scents.  &,,&,,,&,&
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,,&&&,&&&, and  i  mean,  maybe  it  isn't  to  far &&,&,&,,,&
,&,,&&,,&, fetched  that  something  like that  can ,&&&&&,,&&
&&,&,&,&&,  cause autonomous reactions? dry mouth.  &,,,,&,&,&
,&&&&&&,&,    finger spasms. opened tear ducts.     &,,,&&&&&,
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