växjö          
                                          
 the apartment  smells  of old coffee and 
 sweeteners. i  don't know  how i  let it 
 get like  this.  it's  not  intentional. 
                                          
 i  wear yellow tinted  glasses. the room 
 changes shape  a lot. right  now there's 
 a  blue  sofa   with  yellow  seams.   i 
    experiment with different colored     
       lights. i'm learning things.       
                                          
 my thoughts are  revolving around  time, 
 and the perception of it. can  i make it 
 rigid?  if i  really want to, can i make 
 it feel  like  there  is  enough  of it? 
     also, and maybe, ultimately, more    
 important - can  i make  it feel like it 
              doesn't matter?