stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it  seems too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at this point a  lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no    way    out