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.@....@@@. this  body is stressed and i  don't know .@......@.
..@...@.@@ why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i ..@......@
@..@....@@ try  to numb its will  but it  only gets @..@......
.@..@...@. more  frightened  by its own  existence. @@..@.....
..@..@.... at this point  a  lot  of my subconcious @@@..@....
...@..@...             is just screams.             @.@@..@...
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.....@..@. i play with  the though  of sedating it, ..@.@@..@.
......@..@ but   decide   that   it  will  probably @...@@@..@
@......@..                 backfire.                @@..@.@@..
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..@......@ %%   there   is    no    way    out   %% .@@@..@.@@
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