stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed  and i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow  for my taste? i 
 try to  numb its will but it  only  gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this  point a  lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is    no    way   out