stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is stressed and i don't  know 
 why! it seems  too slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to numb its  will but it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this point  a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide  that   it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out