stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will  but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it   will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out