stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why! it  seems  too slow for my taste? i 
 try  to numb  its  will but it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at  this point a lot  of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the though of sedating  it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no    way    out