stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body  is stressed and i don't know 
 why! it  seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but  it only gets 
 more  frightened  by its own  existence. 
 at this  point  a lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with the though of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that  it   will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out