stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body  is  stressed and i don't know 
 why! it seems too  slow for  my taste? i 
 try  to  numb its will but  it only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot  of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play  with the  though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it   will  probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there   is    no    way   out