stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed and  i  don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to numb  its will but  it only  gets 
 more frightened by  its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a  lot of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the though  of  sedating it, 
 but  decide   that   it  will   probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there   is   no   way    out