stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is stressed  and  i don't know 
 why! it seems  too slow for my taste?  i 
 try to  numb  its will but it  only gets 
 more frightened  by its  own  existence. 
 at this  point a lot  of  my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play with  the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide   that   it  will  probably 
                backfire.                 
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out