stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this  body is stressed and i don't  know 
 why!  it seems too slow for my  taste? i 
 try to  numb  its will but it only  gets 
 more frightened  by  its own  existence. 
 at  this  point  a lot of my subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i play with the  though of  sedating it, 
 but   decide   that  it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
    there    is   no   way    out