stress                  
                                    
                                          
 this body is  stressed and  i don't know 
 why!  it seems too slow  for my taste? i 
 try  to numb its will  but it  only gets 
 more  frightened by  its own  existence. 
 at  this point a  lot of my  subconcious 
             is just screams.             
                                          
 i  play  with the though of sedating it, 
 but   decide  that   it  will   probably 
                 backfire.                
                                          
     there    is   no   way    out