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,,@,@,,,,@                                          @@@,@@@,,,
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,,@,,,@,,@                                          @@,@,@,@@,
,,@@,,@@,@   on the balcony. i'm watching myself.   ,,@@@@@@,@
@,@,@,@,@@   i'm watching the sky. the clouds are   @,@,,,,,@@
,@@@@@@@@,   rolling by. something is weird, but -  ,@@@,,,,@,
,@,,,,,,,@  the thought moves on. the clouds drift. @@,,@,,,@@
@@@,,,,,,@                                          @,@,@@,,@,
@,,@,,,,,@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @@@@@,@,@@
,@,@@,,,,@ ^    I    INSTALLED    AN    UNSAFE    ^ ,,,,,@@@@,
,@@@,@,,,@ ^   LIGHT    IN    THE    BATHROOM.    ^ @,,,,@,,,@
@@,,@@@,,@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @@,,,@@,,@
,,@,@,,@,@                                          @,@,,@,@,@
@,@@@@,@@@     yes, this was earlier today. some    @@@@,@@@@@
,@@,,,@@,,  circuits exposed, could get wet maybe.  ,,,,@@,,,,
,@,@,,@,@,   it doesn't worry me anymore though.    ,,,,@,@,,,
,@@@@,@@@@                                          ,,,,@@@@,,
,@,,,@@,,,   inside now. i forget the time easily.  @,,,@,,,@,
,@@,,@,@,,  the bathroom door is open. i'm watching ,@,,@@,,@@
@@,@,@@@@,    the sky again, through the kitchen    @@@,@,@,@,
@,@@@@,,,@   window. why am i looking at the sky?   @,,@@@@@@@
,@@,,,@,,@                                          @@,@,,,,,,
,@,@,,@@,@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @,@@@,,,,,
,@@@@,@,@@ ^    I    SAW    TWO    HELICOPTERS    ^ ,@@,,@,,,,
,@,,,@@@@, ^    FLYING    EAST,     TOGETHER.     ^ ,@,@,@@,,,
,@@,,@,,,@ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,@@@@@,@,,
,@,@,@@,,@                                          ,@,,,,@@@,
,@@@@@,@,@       i can't remember why this was      ,@@,,,@,,@
@@,,,,@@@@ important. it's just another thing that  ,@,@,,@@,@
,,@,,,@,,,  used to stress me. there were a lot of  ,@@@@,@,@@
@,@@,,@@,,    those and i like not thinking about   ,@,,,@@@@,
@@@,@,@,@,               them as much.              @@@,,@,,,@
,,,@@@@@@@                                          @,,@,@@,,@
@,,@,,,,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ @@,@@@,@,@
,@,@@,,,,, ^ THERE'S A FOREIGN OBJECT IN MY BODY, ^ ,,@@,,@@@@
@@@@,@,,,, ^   PREVENTING   ME   FROM   EATING.   ^ ,,@,@,@,,,
@,,,@@@,,, ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ,,@@@@@@,,
@@,,@,,@,,                                          ,,@,,,,,@,
@,@,@@,@@,     right. this was after the light,     ,,@@,,,,@@
,@@@@,@@,@                 probably.                ,,@,@,,,@,
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